Being alone is the worst

[Faraknur]

Whenever i am with people i still feel alone and am hurting but sometimes they make me laugh and for a brief oh so sweet moment i dont think about anything else. Just a tiny slice of happiness. But when i am alone again the waves of despair crush into me even harder and almost knock me of my feet.
Cherrish the ones you love every day. Never take them for granted. And if you dont have anybody i want to say i love you. unconditionally.

 

[LoneMisery]

I know the feeling all too well. Constantly being dropped in convos only to see them active online for hours after. Then when u bring it up i somehow am the psycho one. I have nothing in common with anybody. People can talk and carry on and im always replied with an " oh yeah? " and "thats nice". Its like im a child in a room full of adults who want nothing to do with me. Im really working on not talking to people. Its not easy cuz i am a social person. But it hurts to be only have half an effort put into me. Its like everything i can possibly say or talk about is just not mature or worth it enough.

 

[whatevs]

I know the feeling all too well. Constantly being dropped in convos only to see them active online for hours after. Then when u bring it up i somehow am the psycho one. I have nothing in common with anybody. People can talk and carry on and im always replied with an " oh yeah? " and "thats nice". Its like im a child in a room full of adults who want nothing to do with me. Im really working on not talking to people. Its not easy cuz i am a social person. But it hurts to be only have half an effort put into me. Its like everything i can possibly say or talk about is just not mature or worth it enough.

I think that when you have deep seated self-loathing is easier for other people to dismiss you.

 

[completely-done]

I know the feeling all too well. Constantly being dropped in convos only to see them active online for hours after. Then when u bring it up i somehow am the psycho one. I have nothing in common with anybody. People can talk and carry on and im always replied with an " oh yeah? " and "thats nice". Its like im a child in a room full of adults who want nothing to do with me. Im really working on not talking to people. Its not easy cuz i am a social person. But it hurts to be only have half an effort put into me. Its like everything i can possibly say or talk about is just not mature or worth it enough.

I know the feeling! When I talk to my friends, the way they react make me realize I'm viewed as handicapped with a limited ability to meaningfully converse with. The half assed answers totally invalidate and are condescending

 

[Sarros]

I love spending time with my friends and family, all my troubles in the world really do just melt away for a moment, but it's always such hassle to get it to happen in the first place. I feel like I'm pulling teeth asking people out, trying to line up people schedules and for people to just flake on me in the end. I'd like to believe they actually like spending time with me too but how else am I supposed to take it when they make barely any effort on their end. I can't stand it when I'm alone.

 

[Faraknur]

i know what you mean. and some friends got kids and now it is even harder

 

[LoneMisery]

I think that when you have deep seated self-loathing is easier for other people to dismiss you.

I feel real by pointing out my flaws. If i chose to be happy about things im just a gloater
I cant ever win.

 

[olkf]

I could wish even for the slightly interaction

 

[forgotten15]

I know this feeling so well, I have lived with it in my heart all my life. Feels so comforting knowing this will end once I ctb, it has drained my soul and caused me so much pain.

 

[SuicideM4n]

People treat me with contempt when I'm around them even though I haven't done anything wrong, so I avoid them.

 

[FuneralCry]

I know that for many people loneliness can be painful and devastating. Our own thoughts can torture us. Life can be very depressing. I'm sorry you have to go through this. I wish you the best.

 

[StarryStarry]

Being alone is horrible. It gives you such an empty feeling - it physically hurts.