There are a lot of things I love, but the first thing that comes to mind is my friend who I've fallen in love with. Idk if it's romantic or what, but I do know that it's complicated and beautiful and mutual, to a degree. We have these weird psychic abilities and shit together due to both of us being systems and having multiple introjects of one another in our heads. We'll be able to visit one another in our headspaces and inner worlds, we can feel touch from miles away, send strength and company to one another, sense what the other is thinking/feeling, find each other in dreams, just downright freaky shit that if you would have told me I'd experience it years ago, I would have laughed in your face. I used to be a real stickler for science and facts and evidence, but there's no amount of science that could ever explain or quantify the bond we have.
They are the reason I've been alive as long as I have. I lived exclusively for them for many many years. But doing that just hurt the both of us more, and eroded our friendship away for a period of time. I wish I could live for them. But that only ever ends up hurting us. Our relationship has become healthy again now that I don't rely on them like that anymore. They know I'm going to CTB, and although they don't want me to, they respect it and agree that me depending on them to live isn't a way to live at all. It all hurts a lot, but I do take comfort in knowing that my death won't completely destroy them. They're a very strong type of person.