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Anyone planning to ctb this weekend?
Thread starterhfdepression30
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I hate saying "yes I'm doing it" and then getting overwhelmed with shame and disappointment when I fail, but I really want to try this weekend.. I really want to make my greatest effort to get out of this life.
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Yeah, it's been less than two weeks since I've been here but I'm so desperate to ctb. I just really hope that I can pull together enough courage to finally succeed—
I hate saying "yes I'm doing it" and then getting overwhelmed with shame and disappointment when I fail, but I really want to try this weekend.. I really want to make my greatest effort to get out of this life.
You seem like a good bloke, I will be pleased to see you stick around and hope you do.
I'm sorry things have got to the place where it seems CTB is the best option. I remember the feeling. But there's no shame in not CTBing, it's definitely not a failure or shameful. Just know that we all have your back whatever you decide to do
I keep thinking I'm going to ctb, but still can't decide on a method. I really like the hydrogen sulphide idea but don't know exactly which products to buy. Then I think about jumping off a bridge in to a river but worry about surviving. It's indecisiveness that has got me to the state of mind that I'm in, and now I'm being indecisive about how to ctb.
Hi. I'm actually the OP of this post. I am still here. I wasn't able to go through with it back then and eventually I ended up leaving SS in order to see if I could improve things and change my life if I focus my attention somewhere else.. long story short, a year later, nothing has changed and I feel the same.. worse even.. and my current situation is such a shit show that I feel like I really have no other option, no second chances now.. I need to do it but I don't know how to build the courage to endure those final moments.. SI really has a chokehold on me
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