Anyone else here want to ctb in part because of school?

[nothingchanges]

I'm so sad and lonely that it's really hard to find motivation to do any schoolwork especially with it all being online. and now i just feel worse and like more of a failure bc i'm falling behind

 

[Squiddy]

When I was in college, I wanted to ctb even more because I feared failure

 

[demuic]

Yes, it's a major reason why. I'm so far behind and have no energy to catch up. I don't want to fail or drop out, but I'm paralyzed (figuratively).

 

[FriendofDeath]

I think I'd be in real trouble if all my schooling was online. I registered for a few classes with an online school and did NOTHING but go into debt. In my case it wasn't the isolation that affected me. Can you find someone in class and maybe work together outside of regular class time? There are probably others who are having difficulty, too. You are in such a tough situation.

 

[OnlyTheWind]

Memories of school still make me sad. My decision is inextricably bound to those days in a major way. So sad how at the beginning of highschool I had the opportunity to at least be normal, but then bullying, anxiety, loneliness and depression stole all that away from me. It's all down luck in this disastrous lottery called life.

 

[nothingchanges]

I think I'd be in real trouble if all my schooling was online. I registered for a few classes with an online school and did NOTHING but go into debt. In my case it wasn't the isolation that affected me. Can you find someone in class and maybe work together outside of regular class time? There are probably others who are having difficulty, too. You are in such a tough situation.

that's a good idea I could definitely try

Memories of school still make me sad. My decision is inextricably bound to those days in a major way. So sad how at the beginning of highschool I had the opportunity to at least be normal, but then bullying, anxiety, loneliness and depression stole all that away from me. It's all down luck in this disastrous lottery called life.

so true. everything's predetermined in a big way