Anyone else has non stop very high anxiety despite depression?

[ddd1234]

Before I thought that depressed people has no energy to be anxious. For me it is different. I am angry and anxious all the time for myself for the mistakes I made. No wonder why I cannot sleep. High Anxiety all the time, no matter what I do. Anyone else has the same?

 

[edu0z]

Before I thought that depressed people has no energy to be anxious. For me it is different. I am angry and anxious all the time for myself for the mistakes I made. No wonder why I cannot sleep. High Anxiety all the time, no matter what I do. Anyone else has the same?

you cannot stop thinking about everything. when you talk to someone this relieve... bout alone is unbearable

 

[milly]

my bipolar depression always seems to come with lots of hallucinations, panic attacks, anxiety.

 

[ddd1234]

The only thing that calms me down is thinking about CTB and visiting this forum. In fact this is what I do all the time.

 

[milly]

The only thing that calms me down is thinking about CTB and visiting this forum. In fact this is what I do all the time.

same here. but i have to hide this site in case my pro-life, anti-ctb family searches my web history

 

[ddd1234]

I

same here. but i have to hide this site in case my pro-life, anti-ctb family searches my web history

Now I don't care about that. In fact I cannot even talk about anything else than commiting suicide.

 

[milly]

I

Now I don't care about that. In fact I cannot even talk about anything else than commiting suicide.

they could get me committed so i must act normal. there is noone to debate ctb outside ss.

 

[ddd1234]

The worst thing is that high anxiety provokes you to do something stupid like CTB without preparation.

 

[vinie]

The worst thing is that high anxiety provokes you to do something stupid like CTB without preparation.

Yep. My first and only attempt was a direct result of my brain exploding with panic and anxiety. Of course, the attempt did not go well lmao.

May everyone find peace within <3

 

[Clarity In Kerosene]

The worst thing is that high anxiety provokes you to do something stupid like CTB without preparation.

Haha Im gonna do that

 

[nottheend]

Yep social anxiety and depression

 

[ddd1234]

Haha Im gonna do that

Yep if I don't CTB right now I will kill myself!

 

[Insomniac]

Before I thought that depressed people has no energy to be anxious. For me it is different. I am angry and anxious all the time for myself for the mistakes I made. No wonder why I cannot sleep. High Anxiety all the time, no matter what I do. Anyone else has the same?

Yes. I don't believe it will ever go away. Only temporarily due to meds. But, anxiety is just as much as a part of me than the French language is a part of me. It's not something that can be erased.

However, I do not believe it is an illness because it's is a healthy response to our world situation. Destruction of nature, our most basic cultural foundations and so on. Anxiety is healthy. This world is not.

 

[Account unknown]

Before I thought that depressed people has no energy to be anxious. For me it is different. I am angry and anxious all the time for myself for the mistakes I made. No wonder why I cannot sleep. High Anxiety all the time, no matter what I do. Anyone else has the same?

Half of the time I don't care about anything and feel emotionally dead/numb, the other half I'll be sat minding my own business and then an inconsequential conversation I had with someone 5 years ago that I didn't even remember before that very moment will pop into my head and give me so much anxiety I feel physically sick.

 

[milly]

Half of the time I don't care about anything and feel emotionally dead/numb, the other half I'll be sat minding my own business and then an inconsequential conversation I had with someone 5 years ago that I didn't even remember before that very moment will pop into my head and give me so much anxiety I feel physically sick.

O yes this

 

[LADY007]

you cannot stop thinking about everything. when you talk to someone this relieve... bout alone is unbearable

SO TRUE !! I NEVER HEARD ANYONE DESCRIBE IT...THAT IS WHAT I FEEL. TOO !!

 

[Wayfaerer]

Yes and I fucking hate it. I can't even get the good aspects of depression like apathy and numbness it really sucks.

 

[maakies]

The only thing that calms me down is thinking about CTB and visiting this forum. In fact this is what I do all the time.

This 'n copious amounts o' drugs 'n wine help

 

[miserableforever]

Before I thought that depressed people has no energy to be anxious. For me it is different. I am angry and anxious all the time for myself for the mistakes I made. No wonder why I cannot sleep. High Anxiety all the time, no matter what I do. Anyone else has the same?

All.Day.Every.Day.
I thought depression was bad, until I developed insanely strong anxiety on top of it.
I'm a walking ball of stress, sadness, anger, and confusion.

Before I thought that depressed people has no energy to be anxious. For me it is different. I am angry and anxious all the time for myself for the mistakes I made. No wonder why I cannot sleep. High Anxiety all the time, no matter what I do. Anyone else has the same?

All.Day.Every.Day.
I thought depression was bad, until I developed insanely strong anxiety on top of it.
I'm a walking ball of stress, sadness, anger, and confusion.

 

[feiganbaums]

my bipolar depression always seems to come with lots of hallucinations, panic attacks, anxiety.

That sounds really intense I can't even imagine

 

[Lost Magic]

Yes. If it wasn't for Kratom tea, propranolol and l tryptophan (boosts serotonin and melatonin), I wouldn't know what I would do. I also take the occasional sleeping pill at night.

 

[Kristicide]

100% everyday

 

[Al Cappella]

Yup. Totally social phobic…