Venting Anxiety sucks

[Round Two]

Life is hard enough(like no one here knows that...). I just want to scream that out into the universe, were it listening. I have anxiety. Really really bad anxiety. There's no "reason", it's just brain chemistry bullshit. It drives me up the wall just coupled with everything else, but now I have...I guess the equivalent of the heart condition(my adrenal gland is fucked and slowly leaking adrenaline 24/7). So, my anxiety just has my heart pounding out of my chest all the time. I'm on the same heart meds as my 60+-year-old roomie. More of it than her, and I'm still dealing with this crap. Anyway. Rant over.

 

[Crazy4u]

I want to scream, to stab myself, to pull my hair, just to deal with anxiety.

I started putting my hand on my chest while driving. I am sad to hear about your heart meds :( that really sucks

 

[Julgran]

I want to scream, to stab myself, to pull my hair, just to deal with anxiety.

I started putting my hand on my chest while driving. I am sad to hear about your heart meds :( that really sucks

Do you feel something more akin to existential dread, rather than social anxiety, then? It sounds horrible, indeed. Try to take care of yourself

 

[Crazy4u]

Do you feel something more akin to existential dread, rather than social anxiety, then? It sounds horrible, indeed. Try to take care of yourself

It could be. I am burned out and have been for a few months. it is not really social anxiety. It is more of: I am scared of life and problems. thank you though :)

 

[Julgran]

My question was directed at @Round Two as well, of course

 

[Niirvana]

I can't take it anymore, I feel like I want to scream with all my might, and at the same time I feel very tired. Every day that passes is agony, stress at work, I just want ctb and sleep forever

 

[FuneralCry]

Anxiety can be really awful, I'm sorry you have to deal with that. It can be horrible being trapped in this human body. I know it is hard to carry on when you are suffering so much. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.