anxiety as i get closer

[deletedaccount30982]

i'm hours away from taking my sn and god am i scared... i don't want to fail, i don't want to end up back in a psych ward and i don't want to let everyone down again... but idk what else to do. i have to go. and i just have to pray to god that this works. my anxiety is so high

 

[Borabora]

Sending you love & light. So sorry life has brought you to this point. If this is indeed what you want, God speed & peaceful transition.

 

[Brackenshire]

@willitpass is there anything you would like to talk about

 

[Living sucks]

How are you?

 

[Mr.Mediocre]

there is always a small price to pay for an eternity of freedom.

 

[deletedaccount30982]

How are you?

fucking terrified... i might back out again tonight

 

[deletedaccount30982]

my SN got taken and i won't be able to do it...

 

[aminend]

my SN got taken and i won't be able to do it...

What do u mean?

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

Im sorry to be bothering you but i got no other job. Anxiety attack is what im made for.

Im sorry couldnt help myself. Talk to me if youre ever lonely or need to vent. Ill be there for you

 

[IWTD]

my SN got taken and i won't be able to do it...

I'm glad I want you around! It's not your time. If you need anything reach out! I hope you saved my number.

What do u mean?

He is being watched by his family. NaNO2 stuffed in a dresser draw kinda looks odd if stumbled on. People with mental illness that have families that care a quick online search of s. nitrite Tells the story unless he's using his bedroom to cure meat!

 

[IWTD]

i'm hours away from taking my sn and god am i scared... i don't want to fail, i don't want to end up back in a psych ward and i don't want to let everyone down again... but idk what else to do. i have to go. and i just have to pray to god that this works. my anxiety is so high

You won't be letting anyone down by staying alive. If anyone says opposite fuck them and block them. You should be staying alive feeling opposite is the mental disorder we have. (Along with others lol)

 

[Living sucks]

fucking terrified... i might back out again tonight

Then it's not right.

I hope you can get help that works... you have no choice now but to try

 

[Deleted member 17949]

Just remember that there is no obligation to do it. Get to the very last second and realize you don't feel up to it? That's fine, just don't do it. Remember that your ability to die is not going anywhere and there's no need to stress yourself out over doing it.

 

[MorticiasHair]

i'm hours away from taking my sn and god am i scared... i don't want to fail, i don't want to end up back in a psych ward and i don't want to let everyone down again... but idk what else to do. i have to go. and i just have to pray to god that this works. my anxiety is so high

No stress you aren't ready like us. that's ok. love xx

 

[IWTD]

No stress you aren't ready like us. that's ok. love xx

shit... anyone typing isn't ready. Being ready is the last option meaning you've exhausted all OPTIONs after that deed is done there is no trying anything else

 

[MorticiasHair]

shit... anyone typing isn't ready. Being ready is the last option meaning you've exhausted all OPTIONs after that deed is done there is no trying anything else

you're right friend

 

[Lostandfound7]

Anxiety is totally understandable..The decision to ctb is the single MOST important and final decision anyone will ever make in their entire life...

We r here with and for u, love♡♡♡