Story Another partial hanging attempt

[thetruetato]

I feel like I'm getting closer to succeeding. Earlier today I attempted partial and my vision started flashing black and white (there were a few splotches of color as well) for what felt like 15-20 seconds then I saw what looked like an eye (that was somehow yellow and white at the same time). Unfortunately even though I stayed in the exact same position and I don't think I was moving too much it wasn't enough to make me pass out.

 

[WirelessConnections]

How has the pain been for you during your attempts? I've settled on partial hanging as my method of choice since I cant get SN where I'm at.

 

[ctb_warrior]

I feel like I'm getting closer to succeeding. Earlier today I attempted partial and my vision started flashing black and white (there were a few splotches of color as well) for what felt like 15-20 seconds then I saw what looked like an eye (that was somehow yellow and white at the same time). Unfortunately even though I stayed in the exact same position and I don't think I was moving too much it wasn't enough to make me pass out.

I witnessed the same when i attempted partial in November 2024

 

[thetruetato]

How has the pain been for you during your attempts? I've settled on partial hanging as my method of choice since I cant get SN where I'm at.

Honestly there isn't really much pain. The biggest annoyance from my experience is the urge to swallow (if I try to my Adam's apple gets caught on the rope and it either loosens or I start actually choking). The feeling of your balance being weird is also kind of uncomfortable and makes it somewhat hard to completely let your upper body hang from the rope.

 

[tender]

I don't know if im lucky but i tried yesterday and i was about to pass out after 15 to 30 second, i just stop because i was affraid. What kind of knot are you using ?

 

[tender]

I tried again and could not pass out. Maybe it Will have to be full suspension, but im sur there Will be another problem. Why killing ourself is so hard. That sucks

 

[ctb_warrior]

I tried again and could not pass out. Maybe it Will have to be full suspension, but im sur there Will be another problem. Why killing ourself is so hard. That sucks

Seriously, i wonder that too.. why is ctb be so hard. If at all N was available, we would all have achieved peace by now..
I tried partial continuously for a week and didn't get any result.. Not even close.. in tried a lot of variations that i could . Possibly my carotids are deeper inside so it's not easy to suppress them