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Hello guys. I wanted to share my story with you. In 2021, after getting high and leaving a major city, I was driving on a national road, at night. The road was in construction and i didn't see very clear(in my country, construction roads are painted in yellow), and i didn't really care if i was on the right road. Was driving 100 km/h, something like that. I did see the lights of a car in front but i was pretty sure it wasn't in my line. Got really relaxed, since i was smoking weed and was close to home and i don't remember what happened. I didn't turn the wheel at all, got head first into a car, then i circled in the middle of the road and was heading to a cliff(would have died if i fell off). An 8 wheeler stopped my car and i didn't fall off, unfortunately. Broke my femour in 3 pieces and had surgery. Stayed home one year and a half. Hit my right knee in the process but they did not check me. Three years later i developted gonartrosis, sinovitis, condropathy, my walking is done, i have pain all day, every day. Life is hell now.
Never ever try going out like this, you might survive!! I should have died, the road was empty, i was going to fall of a cliff and then an 8 wheeler came...you never know what could happen on the road. I was very depressed and i still don't know if it was an attempt, the thing is..i did not try to steer the wheel at all. Went head first. When i got to the hospital and realised i was still alive i got so pissed off, you cannot imagine. Also, when i lost conciousness, there was nothing, all black. No NDE, no god, nothing. So, don't try this method mkay?
 

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