Another forsaken Monday

[trulyfeelhopeless]

currently sitting at my work desk

The weekends go by too fast, even tho I do nothing but stay in bed, try to watch movies and just not move as least I can.

I want to bawl my eyes out right now, take my shit and run home and crawl into my bed and unde the blankets

I can't do another day like this but planning which way to ctb gives me even more anxiety and depression Thani start off with in general

I want to die so badly it's heartbreaking to me

 

[whywere]

Hi!! I am so sorry that you are having a rough go of it, and I really do care about you a lot as you are a newer member here on SS and please feel free to pm me whenever you would like as, with me being in my 60's I have had my share of headaches and heartaches and it pains me to see you like this.

You are a kind soul, that is loud and clear in your post just how caring of a person you are. I wear my heart on my sleeve, always have, always will and I want you to know that I cried when I read your post.

I send you lots and lots of huge hugs, smiles, well wishes the knowledge that you are loved and cared about and bright blue sunny skies with a gentle breeze flowing over you.

Walter

 

[FuneralCry]

It is a dreadful feeling when everyday brings so much suffering. I understand it is hard to carry on when everything is hopeless. Death is the one thing I want the most as well, I hope to fall asleep and never wake again. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.

 

[trulyfeelhopeless]

Hi!! I am so sorry that you are having a rough go of it, and I really do care about you a lot as you are a newer member here on SS and please feel free to pm me whenever you would like as, with me being in my 60's I have had my share of headaches and heartaches and it pains me to see you like this.

You are a kind soul, that is loud and clear in your post just how caring of a person you are. I wear my heart on my sleeve, always have, always will and I want you to know that I cried when I read your post.

I send you lots and lots of huge hugs, smiles, well wishes the knowledge that you are loved and cared about and bright blue sunny skies with a gentle breeze flowing over you.

Walter

Thank you for your kind words

I feel like a pos wanting to ctb but I truly can't live this life, I wish god would have mercy on me and give another person a second chance who wants it

I can't pm yet I think bc I haven't posted enough but I appreciate your sweet gesture do you want to ctb? Or is this a source of support for you?

 

[trulyfeelhopeless]

It is a dreadful feeling when everyday brings so much suffering. I understand it is hard to carry on when everything is hopeless. Death is the one thing I want the most as well, I hope to fall asleep and never wake again. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.

EVery single day, no relenting, just the same anxiety and despair I pray for release from, thank you for being so kind to me since I'm new here