For me i want to die but not bc i live a horrible life, it has been some bad moment and i wanted to die bc of that but now i feel better, i have friend, a lovely mom not a complicated life, but i ask me so many time, why the life why we live, work all life for surviving, for me this isn't life, my opinion is that the life is fkn useless, i don't want to live life, if my life ended it will be finish no more problems just that, i just hate life, idk if i'm understandable, i'm fench btw, my english can bé not that good, i'm excited to hear what you think !
Namelesa
Global Mod · Trapped in this Suffering
- Sep 21, 2024
- 2,163
Nah you not the only one. While I would say I have a horrible life, I do think this too. I feel like my life doesn't serve any purpose to me as I don't care about feeling happy but just want to not feel any sort of suffering. I mean I would be okay with a good life too but I think even then I would always never mind dying as if I dead I can't feel anything so I am always safe from harm.
SpinosaurusKat
Tentando seguir em frente
- Aug 23, 2025
- 4
My life isn't hard either, got a lovely family and friends. But what worries me the most is future.
Right now im trying to pass at an exam to ingress an university and get a good job, but i'm afraid i can't do it. Sometimes i got myself thinking what i will do if i dont pass. Hell, even if i do it future stil scares the shit outta me and i dont know why exactily. Probably im just scared of failing
It has been a while since i last tried CTB, but every once in a while i still think about it
(sorry abt bad english btw)
Right now im trying to pass at an exam to ingress an university and get a good job, but i'm afraid i can't do it. Sometimes i got myself thinking what i will do if i dont pass. Hell, even if i do it future stil scares the shit outta me and i dont know why exactily. Probably im just scared of failing
It has been a while since i last tried CTB, but every once in a while i still think about it
(sorry abt bad english btw)
