Almost Had It Done…

[brad]

I have tried the partial suspension methods I've found on here almost daily for a week. It never seemed to work out. Every time I'd try I would get the "tingling" in my head, my eyes and lips would feel like they were bulging, but I would never pass out. I'd be in that position for up to 65 seconds and nothing.

Last night / early this morning I finally got much closer. I took two socks and rolled them up, placed them on either side of my neck where I am sure my carotid artery's are. I have no idea how long it took me to pass out. I vaguely remember tightening the noose and going limp. Then my damn SI kicked in. I regained consciousness while standing and legs kicking.

So now I know how and what to do. Has anyone found a good way to override the SI? I've seen a few ideas on here but I have no meds I could use, took everything in OD attempts. Alcohol makes me throw up so that would never work.

Would be interested in hearing anything that all y'all have tried and may have worked. I plan on CTB early this Sunday morning now.

 

[logan]

Perhaps your time has not yet come ...

The SI is one of our strongest instincts.

I had the same problem.

 

[deathisnear]

I've had the same issues with partial, I have passed out a couple times, but even then, I come out of it for no reason. It's frustrating, I think just getting into a position where it's impossible to get back up or something would be my only hope for partial. If you decide to go Sunday, I wish you a safe and peaceful journey friend.

 

[Jumping_realms]

I use lots of benzos every time.