avoid_slow_death
Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
- Feb 4, 2020
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I feel the warmth rush over me as my body begins to tingle, half in alarm and half in joyous rapture as it begins to slowly speard throughout, coating my being in warmth and numbness. My mind, adrift, thoughts turning to the ones I love, mom, sis, the little one....how I love that little one....and her. Always back to her. I hold on to the memories as a faint ringing starts in my head. I close my eyes and listen to the sound of the ocean and feel like I am floating on it. The currents lifting my body ever so gently, the with a delicate swoosh dipping it back down as I flow with the ebb of the current. I realize that this is my consciousness drifting slowly into oblivion and I smile contentedly knowing that momentarily, consciousness will cease and I will be at peace. Drifting on the endless ocean of oblivion for eternity in serenity and peace. And as my vision tunnels and the last of my essence fades into the ether, I cry a tear for all I have loved and met and experienced and learned. And her. Always back to her. But now the voices fade and the memories drift apart like thick cigarette smoke in the warm night air and peace washes over me. Peace and oblivi.......gone....
