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meltskelt

meltskelt

who?
Aug 11, 2023
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I have 1 month left until the date I've planned to ctb. It is scary how time flies... But even if I change my mind, for now I'm feeling so weird.
People don't know I'm going to die, they don't believe me, so if I stick to the plan what are they gonna think?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best in whatever you decide.
 
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platypus77

platypus77

Experienced
Dec 11, 2024
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I have 1 month left until the date I've planned to ctb. It is scary how time flies... But even if I change my mind, for now I'm feeling so weird.
People don't know I'm going to die, they don't believe me, so if I stick to the plan what are they gonna think?
As I backed out of my plan last week I know the feeling, but my situation is different I have two failed attempts already (20 years ago). But I know the first sign I might display, people will enter DEFCON 1.
 
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human909

human909

Banned
Dec 30, 2024
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Well, I don't know exactly what would happen if you stick to the plan. As long as you don't show them evidence that you are going to ctb I don't think this world will believe anything since they just want to assume everything is fine. But I wish you good luck and hope you find peace soon to escape from this suffering.
 
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Misanthrope0000

Misanthrope0000

Misanthrope
Sep 8, 2024
93
2090 days left for me, time is going to fucking slow I may change the date
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
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If they don't believe you, maybe they will think they should've listened? That they could've changed something? Hope you find your peace, time does fly indeed, and I can understand your feelings of weirdness as the time comes. All the best to you.
 
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areyousafe??

Arcanist
Nov 27, 2024
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As I backed out of my plan last week I know the feeling, but my situation is different I have two failed attempts already (20 years ago). But I know the first sign I might display, people will enter DEFCON 1.
What is DEFCON 1?
 
platypus77

platypus77

Experienced
Dec 11, 2024
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What is DEFCON 1?
The defense readiness condition (DEFCON) is an alert state used by the United States Armed Force.

1 - Nuclear war is imminent or has already begun.

Basically, the end of the world has begun.
 
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