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Suicide Discussion

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Squiddy
Venting Does anyone else want to ctb because they have a really bad phobia?
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19
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1K
Squiddy
Squiddy
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Venting i’m out of options
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0
Views
562
deletedaccount30982
D
T
Doing a 'test' SN run using salt
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13
Views
1K
SadGuyWannaDie
S
IRIYAMA
Memorial to member who successfully CTB
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11
Views
2K
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
S
Buying Experiences (Canada)
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5
Views
768
greyhound
greyhound
O
Help i need something safe
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0
Views
906
Oli
O
M
ill ctb tonight
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62
Views
4K
Silvermorning
Silvermorning
MrBigSad
Discussion Failed attempts?
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21
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2K
MrBigSad
MrBigSad
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I’m so sad today
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19
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793
dropdeadfred
dropdeadfred
Ardesevent
Studies show that involuntary hospitalization increases suicide risk
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9
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962
the witch’s lament
the witch’s lament
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PARANOID
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0
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748
Amandye13
A
xLosthopex
Help Please review my regimen
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11
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2K
xLosthopex
xLosthopex
allym101
Help Is hanging "loud"?
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14
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2K
Forgotten
Forgotten
ecmnesia
Help coping with college, cbt and mental illness
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11
Views
814
lighthousekeeper
lighthousekeeper
fluffymuffin
Help Gaviscon as an antacid (SN)
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2
Views
841
fluffymuffin
fluffymuffin
GonnaGoBye
Gonna drink SN after it arrives
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29
Views
2K
bugasboy
bugasboy
Meditation guide
Facing Death, kept alive on machines in an intensive care unit, not good!
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9
Views
936
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
S
What can I expect taking SN?
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4
Views
647
Steamm
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death137
What do you think should/shouldn’t be done on the last day?
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3
Views
535
Rn110bg101
Rn110bg101
dropdeadfred
Venting F it all (my “F you” rant)
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2
Views
588
Astronomer
Astronomer
TheGoodGuy
Inside Out Pixar (spoilers)
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9
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1K
TheGoodGuy
TheGoodGuy
Meditation guide
Consider wearing a heart rate monitor when you ctb for others to see and document
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9
Views
1K
deletedaccount30982
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G
I was hesitant to post this but I’m too distressed not to.
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63
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5K
Ghost2211
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Help Questions about SN and N
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4
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1K
elfinspace
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DeathIsTheWayOut99
What do do when you can face people because of guilt but are also too chicken to suicide?
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5
Views
1K
ecmnesia
ecmnesia
VIBRITANNIA
Help [tw for self harm] other coping mechanisms?
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7
Views
841
ecmnesia
ecmnesia
D
Venting the bus may be coming sooner than later
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12
Views
2K
deletedaccount30982
D
suicidalstrawbabie
Need words of encouragement...
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15
Views
899
x~Sophia~x
x~Sophia~x
M
Grr
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1
Views
518
VIBRITANNIA
VIBRITANNIA
MiseryLovesMyCompany
Venting I'm digging my own grave
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3
Views
819
MiseryLovesMyCompany
MiseryLovesMyCompany
Incorrigible77777
One 40liter bottle of pure argon or nitrogen, is that enough?
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6
Views
1K
SpanishLullaby
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Highwayman
not vibing with being alive
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2
Views
488
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
Astronomer
SN off ARTS AND CRAFTS SITE
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5
Views
1K
Rn110bg101
Rn110bg101
Lawliet
Venting Bullied to Death
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4
Views
745
SelfLiberation
SelfLiberation
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Discussion Writing "The Note"
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8
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2K
Lupgevif
Lupgevif
oono
Method OD method
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1
Views
759
justpeachy
justpeachy
SipSop
Relatable.
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27
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1K
SipSop
SipSop
SipSop
I'm sorry... I'm just so sorry...
Replies
7
Views
787
SipSop
SipSop
_Minsk
  • Poll
Discussion How do You deal with the issue of not wanting to hurt others when ctb?
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22
Views
986
Smellanie
Smellanie
lady sea
Discussion Living is just too hard.
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11
Views
1K
Outsider
Outsider
Outsider
Venting Fuck life
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1
Views
615
albino_elk
albino_elk
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CO is the way
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14
Views
1K
Metalhead
Metalhead
Life_and_Death
Venting I just want to sit here and cry
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1
Views
492
goodbyebunny
goodbyebunny
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Charcoal grill burning
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3
Views
829
whywere
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Lintaga
Organization and notes... how are you doing it? got any tips?
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4
Views
730
Donewiyhitall
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bloomingdark
Do you have a list?
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5
Views
702
goodbyebunny
goodbyebunny
Life_and_Death
Venting Cptsd/ptsd
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0
Views
514
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
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How do children cope when their parent/parents CTB?
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1
Views
828
goodbyebunny
goodbyebunny
ecmnesia
Method SN: in case SI kicks in, how can i back out without seeking a hospital?
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5
Views
1K
justpeachy
justpeachy
D
Method confusion during SN?
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2
Views
1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
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