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Suicide Discussion

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the_escapist
Venting I feel like I'll be a burden if I ask for help
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2
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497
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
hfdepression30
Freedom is so close I could touch it
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11
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1K
Journeytoletgo
J
M
Lately I've been looking for an apartment to rent and the only thing I take into consideration is if it would be possible to ctb there.
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6
Views
606
Motoko
M
N
Suicide in fictional stories
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10
Views
757
noname223
N
S
feel so guilty about leaving loved ones behind.
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8
Views
759
celan
C
watereyes
Venting I'm so fucking pissed at my family.
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10
Views
896
archipelago
A
http-410
Help How to avoid ending up in a research paper?
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3
Views
731
Interloper
Interloper
ClownMe
Venting Lost all hope
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6
Views
815
BeansOfRequirement
BeansOfRequirement
Blackwoods1
Today is the today
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8
Views
977
A_miStake_of_NATURE
A_miStake_of_NATURE
whitefeather
Great clip :o>
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0
Views
388
whitefeather
whitefeather
M
Leaving behind kids 5-9
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22
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1K
Shrek
Shrek
C
opiate overdose amount required?
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4
Views
600
come to dust
C
mandyjohnuk
Filter Question
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0
Views
361
mandyjohnuk
mandyjohnuk
3
Method Looking for simple/guaranteed method in the UK
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20
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2K
316
3
Taki
How it’s going (hint: not good)
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19
Views
966
motel rooms
motel rooms
Đš
Discussion Do you feel like you are disappointing others with your existence?
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21
Views
946
valentine
valentine
aminend
another scientific article about CTB by SN, May 2021
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2
Views
821
aminend
aminend
WornOutLife
I guess I'm back!
Replies
43
Views
4K
BornBrief
BornBrief
imjusttired
I finally got my SN + Probarly my last post
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16
Views
2K
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
W
I just came to a depressing realization (SN)
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13
Views
1K
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
Now_And_Then
Sodium Nitrite vs Sodium Nitrate : what is the difference ?
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1
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1K
FTL.Wanderer
FTL.Wanderer
R
Ordering N from D
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23
Views
1K
burntoutfrontliner
B
F
Weird question I know
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4
Views
506
farewellboys
F
Ob La Dee
Is there a warning label on SN package when received in the mail?
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4
Views
726
Anonymous_A
A
Blackwoods1
My kid
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27
Views
1K
PrettyMoose
PrettyMoose
NothingElseMatters
I hate those happy people
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32
Views
2K
Fakereality
Fakereality
FireFox
When I reached out about my suicidal thoughts I received NO compassion all I received was judgement and hostility
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14
Views
1K
Braindead Atheist
Braindead Atheist
C
shipping N from mexico
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23
Views
979
checkouttime
C
OnlyTheWind
My Pre-exit Checklist
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12
Views
1K
ClownMe
ClownMe
StevieNixs
What is the percentage success rate for N-N compared to other options?
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0
Views
506
StevieNixs
StevieNixs
D
Sn on short notice
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2
Views
680
checkouttime
C
I
Urge to do it tonight
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12
Views
699
IWantToGoFast
IWantToGoFast
Cockney_Rebel
Is this seller of pentobarbital legit?
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5
Views
1K
Cockney_Rebel
Cockney_Rebel
Spock87
Any ideas
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1
Views
496
heraclitus23
H
Promortalist_
Is N ethical?
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33
Views
2K
checkouttime
C
I
I'm on 20mg of Ambien in the middle of the day
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20
Views
1K
roju
roju
FireFox
Please help me ill from purging
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1
Views
530
Largeletters
Largeletters
WornOutLife
Discussion How can something come from nothing?
Replies
74
Views
5K
wordsonscreen
wordsonscreen
wordsonscreen
Discussion Musings: Suicide notes as a fundamental breakdown of communication
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6
Views
858
wordsonscreen
wordsonscreen
C
customs seizures
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10
Views
879
checkouttime
C
persuasion
Job search anxiety
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10
Views
774
BeansOfRequirement
BeansOfRequirement
CCH beast
Cluster headaches (suicide headaches) aka trigeminal neuralgia
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11
Views
729
LittleJem
L
nora.
why do you have your profile picture?
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83
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4K
9BBN
9BBN
raison_d'etre
Are we okay?
Replies
8
Views
695
Peel_the_Banana
P
mandyjohnuk
Is this possible.
Replies
2
Views
474
mandyjohnuk
mandyjohnuk
Cheemo
I’m far too emotional to ctb
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11
Views
707
Midgardsorm
Midgardsorm
Wingspan
Question regarding SN method
Replies
14
Views
2K
Bong-Hit-Transplant
Bong-Hit-Transplant
watereyes
Ordering SN from the US in france.
Replies
3
Views
542
Jumping_realms
Jumping_realms
lonelee
On the topic of writing suicide notes
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10
Views
793
draw a circle
D
Hood of Bone
I told a doctor in the ER that I was suicidal, and they imprisoned me and denied me basic human rights
Replies
24
Views
1K
sadboyhours:(
S
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