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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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My conversation with Pegasos
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21
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befree
befree
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What if SN becomes unavailable in the near future?
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23
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765
LucieInTheDark
LucieInTheDark
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Help Is herbicide good way to go?
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2
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447
eternalflame
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fastlife
Discussion goodbye SS
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23
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2K
fastlife
fastlife
danlippers67
Would 400g of salt kill me?
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12
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873
GentleJerk
GentleJerk
Shu
SN enema
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2
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674
downndone2
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WearyWanderer
Free help with Pegasos arrangements
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22
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2K
its-about-time
its-about-time
TheBigGuiltHaver
Venting I barely even want to go through with the plans I had before CTBing
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8
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669
zenn7
zenn7
wanttogetonthebus
Method N & Dehydration?
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0
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465
wanttogetonthebus
wanttogetonthebus
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CTBing in the buff
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11
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1K
zenn7
zenn7
surface2007
N only drink one bottle and save the other one if I miss ? Stupid ?
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4
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449
surface2007
surface2007
CloseFriendofCamus
Method How do I go for full suspension hanging?
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8
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2K
CaramelDragon
CaramelDragon
SpaceCadet
Help Full suspension
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4
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1K
CaramelDragon
CaramelDragon
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Story All that matters is your health (not a pro-life rant)
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23
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1K
its-about-time
its-about-time
its-about-time
Got an unexpected text tonight and I’m struggling
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25
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1K
its-about-time
its-about-time
Intelligent_Panic99
someone to talk to
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2
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377
MegaGordo
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_Minsk
What helps you to feel better about going to ctb?
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38
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2K
wanttogetonthebus
wanttogetonthebus
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Help Curious
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4
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452
Al Cappella
Al Cappella
BornBrief
SN test w/ photos. (blood)
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20
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2K
Graytaichi
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eyeroller
Tasted N and it tastes like uncented lotion
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34
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2K
Zegers
Zegers
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my blood test
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4
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600
Graytaichi
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Discussion So i want to expose my abuser before i ctb best way to do it without getting arrested?
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13
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765
CrazyNihilist
CrazyNihilist
FireFox
I was made to be unloved and rejected by men
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27
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1K
Superdeterminist
Superdeterminist
death137
Life isn’t what you make of it but what you are dealt with
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18
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889
waitingforrest
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CTB today
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13
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720
Cathy Ames
Cathy Ames
solisoccasus
Discussion Is pain really necessary?
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7
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1K
Al Cappella
Al Cappella
golfmavenice
SN - What if I vomit?
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6
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776
Cathy Ames
Cathy Ames
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I will go to CTB tomorrow
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8
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735
Graytaichi
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I need peace
Story I've bought my SN and the medication needed, I'm anxious and hopeful it will be alright.
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5
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544
I need peace
I need peace
Buddha.e.c
Venting Extreme Depression pain and loneliness ever since a child & Now I'm 23 worse then before .at the ending stage
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3
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531
wanttogetonthebus
wanttogetonthebus
Oblivion Access
Why is any of this necessary?
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6
Views
546
Lullaby
Lullaby
Pookie
She makes partial suspension look so easy
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17
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3K
Zeus35
Zeus35
gingerplum
Help Food Grade SN
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25
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3K
Shu
Shu
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Help i feel physically unwell
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10
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1K
myopybyproxy
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SpaceCadet
I once had all i needed
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10
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615
Freedomindeath4me
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Jack4230
Venting My life is falling apart
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7
Views
662
Jack4230
Jack4230
wanttogetonthebus
Story I just told my mom that I’ve always loved her despite everything
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5
Views
581
SuicidallyCurious
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Help SN without meds
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3
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578
CommitSudoku
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KONIJATOR133
N with other substances?
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2
Views
527
KONIJATOR133
KONIJATOR133
jimmy7754
Overthinking suicide
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3
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494
jimmy7754
jimmy7754
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Help What happen to LastLoveLetter , has she left us???
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6
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1K
deathbydragon
deathbydragon
fastlife
Help wake up after drinking sn
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2
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1K
bad luck
bad luck
goingcrazy123
Tomorrow's the day
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4
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532
Stargate
Stargate
whatevs
Why?
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2
Views
443
Huntfish34
Huntfish34
☆AwaitingEntropy☆
I know so many people who have suicidal thoughts
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2
Views
342
Cathy Ames
Cathy Ames
butterfly3
I get so frustrated when I wake up
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3
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393
Stargate
Stargate
Cheshirecatx
Venting Constant battles
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8
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637
Cheshirecatx
Cheshirecatx
Muse
Please help, I feel so bad
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20
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936
CrazyNihilist
CrazyNihilist
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Is there a way to find a legit online pharmacy?
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3
Views
378
fox_wannabe
fox_wannabe
Life_and_Death
Discussion Rock bottom?
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9
Views
533
Treeline589
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