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Suicide Discussion

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Method Nexium or Tums? Dose?
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PopsicleToes
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Venting SI is so strong, stronger than I thought.
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ArcherFiles44
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gottablast888
fears of vegetative state
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Ta555
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What talents do you wish your parents put you in growing up? Mine would have been dance, if I knew how to dance
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576
ShepherdOfMyself
ShepherdOfMyself
Weebster
Anyone else actually have been open with someone like family about your problems and asked for help?
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20
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730
CannotAnymore
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Hospitalized again
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5
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687
Cathy Ames
Cathy Ames
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Method Need dose help..I want to be ready. Is this overkill?
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2
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728
PopsicleToes
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Mental_Pain
Intro / SN CTB
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10
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1K
Mental_Pain
Mental_Pain
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Tentative ctb month
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11
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528
Idontmatter
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Damaged By Military Service?
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10
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616
GentleJerk
GentleJerk
nixdeath
Squeamish about Death
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5
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466
outrider567
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Discussion Some thoughts on why I'm finding CTB difficult
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5
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679
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Another major reason im suicidal (thanks to those who read this) c
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12
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660
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
golfmavenice
Using phenytoin(contains diazepam) in chloroquine overdose
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1
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372
Alex6216
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Weebster
Would consuming edibles (weed) reduce SI?
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23
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752
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
sacrificial lamb
polish SN blood test results
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25
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2K
Eris666
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downsolong
Story about an hour ago i nearly died by not completely accidental overdose
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11
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1K
Shu
Shu
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Tonight is the night.
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11
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1K
Weebster
Weebster
mandyjohnuk
Codeine Linctus UK
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7
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759
Pain In The Ass
Pain In The Ass
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Method Whoa guys I almost drunk SN again I got it mixed up with my ginger ale drink
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6
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890
myopybyproxy
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N in Germany
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19
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asmah
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how much N to ingest to test it?
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5
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663
lmon
lmon
dysphoria
I attempted suicide with phenobarbital, but would prefer Nembutal/pentobarbital
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13
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3K
David8886
David8886
Efilismislife
What makes ctb hard?
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26
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890
Efilismislife
Efilismislife
Starchaser
N effectivity test?
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11
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648
lmon
lmon
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If you were diagnosed with a terminal illness how would you feel and what would you do?
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71
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2K
braindead91
braindead91
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Method Is 8 - 10 hours enough for Nembutal from D - 2 bottles ?
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11
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1K
lmon
lmon
David8886
Suicide With Phenobarbital
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0
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460
David8886
David8886
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Traveling with N... Plus 1 more shot at healing?
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21
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1K
lanahelp
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everhopeless
Venting Interior dialogue
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5
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426
braindead91
braindead91
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Help How long/painful is sn
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55
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8K
downndone2
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Worried about N not working
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30
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4K
lmon
lmon
FireFox
I was always be the rejected and unloved woman
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22
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965
come to dust
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Achlys
Discussion Spending life digging my grave.
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6
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587
downndone2
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kindawannacrylol
Help jump from 14 storey building
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12
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873
playing_ostrich
playing_ostrich
WorthlessTrash
Might be able to cope/recover, but don't want to?
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44
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1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
freedompass
Venting My grief is a complete taboo, anyone else?
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14
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707
everhopeless
everhopeless
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My life just doesn’t work.
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15
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985
Foresight
Foresight
N
Please answer
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6
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477
Nina1
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DutchAnoniem
Last goodbye.
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8
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1K
Glowarm
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Foresight
Venting I have a bad relationship with death/suicide
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11
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770
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
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What are the accounts that is crossed with line means?
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5
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1K
transientflesh127
transientflesh127
mandyjohnuk
Full face alternative maybe.
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0
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372
mandyjohnuk
mandyjohnuk
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I almost CTB today…missed by an inch
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7
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984
depressedmaniac
depressedmaniac
Simba
Venting Venting ig ,maybe some advice to me ? Thanks
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6
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445
Simba
Simba
VoidDesirer22
Venting If my N does not arrive in April, I will ctb using SN.
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16
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1K
Pain In The Ass
Pain In The Ass
TheBroken
"at least 364 suicides a year .... among people in or moving to long-term care settings or among their caregivers."
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18
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639
TheBroken
TheBroken
Serio
Venting Dick told me to stfu and no one cares about what I have to say
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12
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783
unimaginativelamp
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tiredplant777
I need to get it off my chest: the moderna vaccine flared up chronic health stuff and I can't deal with it
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26
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tiredplant777
tiredplant777
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Help Help with choosing a method with DBS implant
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15
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1K
suicide_implant
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