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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Chicago sources
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suicidalcatlady
suicidalcatlady
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i almost accidentally got run over by the train today
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2muchpain2
2muchpain2
2muchpain2
Venting what I did today
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181
2muchpain2
2muchpain2
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KN Method Pain?
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Adrift
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I’m failing at life.
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202
Gorge_5155
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LastDayOnEarth
Do animals know when you want to die?
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3
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265
AuraByte
AuraByte
brokenspirited
Venting General thread for my vents about not wanting to live anymore
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87
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5K
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
windows7enjoyer
i have been away from this website
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2
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257
windows7enjoyer
windows7enjoyer
narasĐ°nu
Discussion Doing something that gives you hope for living.
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3
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361
needtodienow
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LilGhost
Discussion Things you want to do before you are gone
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needtodienow
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Why Isn't Nembutal More Popular Today?
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34
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phantasmagoria
phantasmagoria
Serena 2026
Does God exist?
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38
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phantasmagoria
phantasmagoria
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Getting swept away by the ocean
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6
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322
difficvltmachineryy
difficvltmachineryy
Leonard_Bangley39
those bandages are looking really tempting
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3
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497
difficvltmachineryy
difficvltmachineryy
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Is CTB with SN possible without benzos
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520
difficvltmachineryy
difficvltmachineryy
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Help Should you lie on your side or back after taking SN？
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201
ResidualAshes
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  • Poll
CTB with firearm is the most reliable. Change my mind.
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0
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266
hercules0501
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burninghill
Being suicidal and religious
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1
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210
YISDISBAD
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ineedtogetout
I set myself a deadline of 2 weeks
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15
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420
hercules0501
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difficvltmachineryy
Knee injury making psh (or any other type of method/hanging) impossible. Also cant tie a rope to save my life
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257
difficvltmachineryy
difficvltmachineryy
3rdworldsadness
I feel violent about myself and I feel like burning myself. I don't want exist in this absolute hell. I am in extreme condition I feel blank......
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2
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282
inneedrelief
inneedrelief
Daisy88_99
Resource SN Protocol: Exploring Weed to Replace Benzos and Metoclopramide
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Daisy88_99
Daisy88_99
Dies Ultima
Are you making plans for your last days before CTB?
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173
Dies Ultima
Dies Ultima
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Help Can xanax + morphine and alcohol enough to cbt
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1
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307
difficvltmachineryy
difficvltmachineryy
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Discussion No wonder why people want to die
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needtodienow
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Staying a little longer
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1
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210
bl33ding_heart
bl33ding_heart
Ghostlights
Not wanting a funeral
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12
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738
silentnights56
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chaoschuckler
Help Should I let the windows open?
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327
Hollowman
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Venting My Venting Thread
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906
rollingthunder
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  • Question
Is it normal to feel this way?
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3
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289
bl33ding_heart
bl33ding_heart
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My online "friends" are coming to my town to fuck with me again and I feel like I'm out of options tbh
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4
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579
Kanau_Nano
Kanau_Nano
chaoschuckler
Discussion What music would u listen on the day or before death?
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2
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222
chaoschuckler
chaoschuckler
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I want to kill myself but i feel i dont deserve to
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8
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371
SASU-KE
SASU-KE
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SN protocol advise needed
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9
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452
babyneo1
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themisfit
I'm just so lonely
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4
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350
chaoschuckler
chaoschuckler
cocobutter
Help Is SN recommended for people with motion sickness?
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6
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332
Lapdog6795
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interna
Venting urge to ctb every time i remember he cheated
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11
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645
SASU-KE
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Help what's the difference between SN and nitrite salt? is it the same or no?
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2
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238
atre
atre
mold
Venting Comparing your feelings to people with physical chronic illness?
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9
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592
Dejected 55
Dejected 55
lotus.dead
My last push before i go
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3
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454
Lapdog6795
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Help 1000mg Xanax
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3
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313
WhatIsMyLife
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2106lvsk
would 50 pills of panadol kill me if i dont receive medical help early on?
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762
Shadows From Hell
Shadows From Hell
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Help how much xanax?
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7
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670
Bishop
Bishop
2106lvsk
will 50 pills of panadol kill me?
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5
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421
Bishop
Bishop
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Discussion Any ADHD folks with severe RSD and suicidal tendencies wanna connect?
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HeyBoogahJr
HeyBoogahJr
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Help I have 81 mg clonzepam, 750 mg tramadol, 270 mg codeine, and some street heroin
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9
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593
Kanau_Nano
Kanau_Nano
catbunny
Venting What do you miss?
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41
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HarleyQuinn
HarleyQuinn
spellbound
Is drinking alone okay ?
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23
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699
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
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Help Regarding Benzos and morphine
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280
gardenhouse
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Method when ordering sn..
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