Zi’s Diary, Entry 93

[Chuuya-Chan ⋆. 𐙚˚]

got to be lazy and productive at the same time

It raining a ton outside so no walking today but I did do indoor exercises.


Also sooo excited but it's less than 3 days till I get to go to Disney with my bf and his family

It's funny but I'm actually really interested to see how many steps I'll get in at the end of the day

That and rides

Also it feels like forever but i think my drawing fatigue is finally gone because I've been drawing quite a lot this past week



Drawing below was a drawing for my little sister

Also I've just been thinking about how I've been feeling better for almost 2 whole months now and I think the main reason I was able to slowly become more stable was the fact that I couldn't bare the thought of going into a new year the same!

Another thing that helped was less focusing on if my day was bad or good but more so on just getting through the day.

And don't let the fact that we're already two months into this new year deture you, you can start anytime! Can you bare going the next 10 months without changing or improving your life?

Thinking like that helped me too.

I believe in you guys, you can make an amazing life for yourself

Xxx

 

[endofeverything]

really love the drawing. the sitting girl is your sister, i assume? hope i can find the energy to get into drawing again too

 

[selfeater]

I really like the drawing it seems peaceful