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Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

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Jun 28, 2021
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My friend I chat with for a long while now said he was thinking to escape exisitence tonight. We were chatting online and then he stopped. I feel shocked he would just go do it without saying goodbye or anything. It's very stressful waiting for a reply.

@zeroornothing

I hope it goes okay. I hope he gets released and it's good.
 
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@Alwaysbadtime I have a few good friends on here that I chat with through discord, telegram, or even regular text. Relying 100% on a controversial forum like this one, or when someone may get locked away means there's always a chance you'll lose contact.

We're all here for the same reason. Not a big deal to talk to friends off these forums.
 
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@Alwaysbadtime I have a few good friends on here that I chat with through discord, telegram, or even regular text. Relying 100% on a controversial forum like this one, or when someone may get locked away means there's always a chance you'll lose contact.

We're all here for the same reason. Not a big deal to talk to friends off these forums.
I have no idea what you are saying...and I don't chat with him through SS. Wtf do you mean 'not a big deal to talk to friends off these forums'?

I'm not relying on anything 100%. Just expressing my fucking feelings.
 
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logan

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May 20, 2021
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Maybe he took something and then fell asleep or passed out.

I understand that you are worried - I would feel the same way in this case.

The only thing to do now is to wait and hope that nothing bad has happened.
 
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summers

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@Alwaysbadtime calm the fuck down. I wasn't attacking you. No need to do the same to me. All I was saying is that if your only means of contacting a friend is this forum, there is a good chance you may lose touch, either temporarily or permanently. It's the same if you only have someone's number.

My second point is that some people (maybe not you or your friend) are uncomfortable with contact outside this forum. I don't really see why, as we are all here for basically the same reason.

Maybe neither of these apply to you. If not, then I'm sorry.
 
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IWantToGoFast

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Aug 2, 2021
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My friend I chat with for a long while now said he was thinking to escape exisitence tonight. We were chatting online and then he stopped. I feel shocked he would just go do it without saying goodbye or anything. It's very stressful waiting for a reply.

@zeroornothing

I hope it goes okay. I hope he gets released and it's good.
@zeroornothing i hope you're fine. But if you ctb-ed I hope your transition was smooth. You have a good friend here, you're one of the lucky ones!
 
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Alwaysbadtime

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I feel so guilty...I would sometimes argue shit..It's extremely unusual him not responding. We would literally talk hours and hours everyday. He said he was losing it. It's so bad.


He just messaged he fell asleep. I should have known better. He will say goodbye when it happens.

Sorry for the drama.
 
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I feel so guilty...I would sometimes argue shit..It's extremely unusual him not responding. We would literally talk hours and hours everyday. He said he was losing it. It's so bad.


He just messaged he fell asleep. I should have known better. He will say goodbye when it happens.

Sorry for the drama.

Hey, it's completely understandable.

That's very nice of you. ^^

@zeroornothing posted some things that I'll carry with myself until the day of my death. He is awesome.
Too bad is so much pain, I wish him the best.
 
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Hey, it's completely understandable.

That's very nice of you. ^^

@zeroornothing posted some things that I'll carry with myself until the day of my death. He is awesome.
Too bad is so much pain, I wish him the best.
I wonder what he said...he is my friend...but I don't take what others say with me so much. I'm glad you think he is awesome. He has an interesting story...I didn't meet him on here. It was just happenstance and I have been so lucky to awake and have him to talk to.

I learn from him...that it's just not fair and easy to fuck up...just like I did.
 
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