• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
MindFog

MindFog

:Professional Hypocrite:
Nov 19, 2020
732
It doesn't matter if you've been depressed for years.

It doesn't matter if you've attempted it.

It doesn't matter even if you feel like dying everyday.

If you're not successful, everything you do is just for attention.

It's embarrassing, the way you still breathe.

At least if you're dead, we could just mourn for the loss and move on. Tell stories about your hardships and receive consolation from others.

Post on the internet how brave you are and tell everyone we miss you.

Yell we are in pain and blame everything else for what you did.

"Our angel was a little ray of sunshine."

You only come out of your room to eat and shit.

You forgot the last time you smiled.


" She never told us about it. We wished she could've reach out for help."

You don't even know why or how you're sick, but you feel wrong.

They told you, you're possessed.


"Why would she do this?"

You tell them everything. They tell you it's all your fault.

You feel helpless. You feel alone... And you are.


But right now you're just a burden. It's embarrassing how you can still eat.

We waste our money on your rotten mouth.

You're bitter and you lash out. You hate us for treating you like what you are. You are hateful and ugly. You push everyone away.

You've now become a pest.

Your life might not worth much, but you don't have to drag us. Everyone suffers. You're just too weak to handle it.

So do it quickly please. We'll always remind you. In every look, every word in every time we see you.

We'll slowly cut your flesh. Let you heal and do it again. We swear you'll never forget.



It's your fault anyways.
 
  • Love
  • Like
  • Aww..
Reactions: maidens, kotonearisato, Remina and 22 others
makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
Profound, simply profound.
 
  • Like
Reactions: loslassen, MindFog, Zhendou and 1 other person
Finding Sirius

Finding Sirius

The brightest lights cast the darkest shadows
Aug 16, 2022
162
Beautifully said.
 
  • Like
Reactions: MindFog and Zhendou
L

luci4

Member
Apr 13, 2022
21
Thank you for these words
 
  • Like
Reactions: MindFog and Zhendou
MiMif

MiMif

I do not live for others to understand me...
Sep 13, 2023
687
This is so good omg 😭

You should write a book or something tf I'm amazed
This describes my feelings so well
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: MindFog
L

lifewasawillow

You’re losing me
Nov 12, 2023
234
Wow, these are the words I have been struggling to say for a long time but didn't quite have the means to say. Thanks for this, you write so amazingly well and articulately.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: MindFog
MindFog

MindFog

:Professional Hypocrite:
Nov 19, 2020
732
This is so good omg 😭

You should write a book or something tf I'm amazed
This describes my feelings so well

I'm both thankful for the compliment and sad you can relate to the lowest point of my life.

I hope you find healing in your life friend.
 
  • Love
Reactions: MiMif

Similar threads

deadtrash666
Replies
1
Views
329
Suicide Discussion
thereisthemist
thereisthemist
Lextyle
Replies
6
Views
299
Suicide Discussion
violetforever
violetforever
E
Replies
0
Views
209
Suicide Discussion
eurodia23
E
TokaNoOwari
Replies
27
Views
1K
Suicide Discussion
Misanthrope0000
Misanthrope0000
Daisy88_99
Replies
2
Views
328
Suicide Discussion
Forever Sleep
F