I had planned to die. Unfortunately I was diagnosed with covid and ended up sleeping. Then last night I had a call which offered some hope. Yet today things return to normal. Not even a message asking how I am. Sleeping constantly without dreams. Waking with bouts og coughing. I thought today may have been the day I felt my hope wasn't false nonsense. I hope covid kills me as I'm too ill to make necessary preparations. If it doesn't as soon as I have strength I will continue forward to oblivion. Yesterday there was hope today that has passed. To think one action could save me, sadly it never comes
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Darkover
Archangel
- Jul 29, 2021
- 5,648
no one going to save you, only you can save yourself
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,593
I'm sorry that it has come to this point for you. Life is just so disappointing and unfair. I can imagine that it must be tiring to have hope and then lose it. I wish you relief from your suffering in whatever happens.
Not helpful. After 58 years I know this not to be true
8evergo
Mage
- Oct 20, 2021
- 556
Yes, covid has also failed in the most severe form, the lungs and the kidneys also failed. I was in a coma on the ICU for 10 days and was in a critical state and still 11 days on a normal ward, the doctors said I was going to die.
unfortunately I survived
Darkover
Archangel
- Jul 29, 2021
- 5,648
good luck with that keep living in that delusional world where someone comes and saves you i can guarantee nobody is coming to rescue you so it is true
8evergo
Mage
- Oct 20, 2021
- 556
I was and am chronically ill have multiple sclerosis diabetes in the most severe form galein problems without end asthma tinitus blood high pressure reflux disease and everything else I injured my ankle joint can no longer walk far after covid my lungs are even more fucked up and sometimes I think someone cursed me shit before life is shitSimilar threads
