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Viggo

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Jul 2, 2021
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As the tittle says I'm trying to write my goodbyes. I feel lucky by not knowing how many letters to write. I've found amazing people on my time, it's just a shame I'm not one and I'm plagued with shame. Anyways, I have written letters for my parents, gf and bestfriend but then I remember someone that was there for me even if just for a while and think to myself, should I write a little message? Even if it is just a "thank you" or "I'm sorry".

Tuesday might be the day I'm gone but nothing I've written feels good enough and it feels like I'm forgetting people that cared.
 
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PaxAmerica

PaxAmerica

Just Passing
Apr 15, 2021
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Thanks for sharing
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It can be a hard process writing letters, I think when I do mine I will struggle to get everything I want to say in it. I wish you peace if you decide to leave.
 
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filthyrottendirty

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Feb 20, 2021
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I don't have any friends or s/o to write to. And I have nothing to say to my family that they don't already know.
 
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Viggo

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Jul 2, 2021
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I don't have any friends or s/o to write to. And I have nothing to say to my family that they don't already know.
Hey, that doesn't mean you shouldn't write anything! Write here, write on dumb social media, write wherever you want! You are an individual and the only true thing we have is our own perspective of things, thoughts or life in general! Nobody else sees things the way you do, it's not special but it's unique. Just say something, whatever you need to.
It can be a hard process writing letters, I think when I do mine I will struggle to get everything I want to say in it. I wish you peace if you decide to leave.
I'm definitely struggling to keep the same narrative in my letters thru the days. Thanks for the good wishes! Wish you peace whatever that may be for you
 
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I've kept my note relatively simple. I don't want my loved ones to feel any guilt, so my main focus is putting them at ease as much as possible. I let them know that I'm very content and at peace with my decision. I may add to it before I CTB.
 
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