I'm hoping this is my goodbye post. I finally had my breaking point.

[taker_of_insulin]

I'm sitting in the park parking lot. I picked up some food. It's pouring down rain. I've got a 357 magnum in my front seat. I'm going to eat the food and then leave.

I'm done. I just keep getting hit after hit in life. I no longer care anymore. I'm done.

I was hoping to be able to write a letter or put my affairs in order. But things didn't work out that way.

 

[isthisthingon]

What is your last meal?

 

[interna]

you sure you can't type something up on your phone as you eat? maybe it'd leave you feeling a bit more satisfied....? also, don't feel pressured to die right now. only go when you're truly ready to
anyhow, safe travels!!!

 

[peacebenow]

Wishing you peace in all ways right now.

 

[darksouls]

good luck, I hope you find peace

 

[DeadManLiving]

Hope you're no longer in pain or wish you eventually find peace if you reconsidered.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the freedom you search for.

 

[taker_of_insulin]

I'm still here unfortunately. I chickened out and my father came to find me in the park. He took the gun.

The gun is 40 years old. I tried to see if it even worked. It took 6 pulls before it fired. It was so loud. I no longer have the gun. But I did put the gun against my head and pulled the trigger. Nothing happened. That's when I kept pulling the hammer back and pulling the trigger until it went off.

Hope you're no longer in pain or wish you eventually find peace if you reconsidered.

The gun didn't work properly. It's 40 years old. I pulled the hammer back and pulled the trigger and nothing happened. I then kept pulling the hammer and trigger until something happened and it finally went off after the 6th try.

My father came and found me in the park and took the gun unfortunately. I guess I need to find a more reliable way to go out

What is your last meal?

It was supposed to be Wendy's. But I cocked the gun and pulled the trigger and nothing happened. It's a very old gun. On the way back to my car I kept cocking and pulling the trigger. It toon 6 pulls until it went off. And my father has now taken the gun because I sent him a goodbye text.

you sure you can't type something up on your phone as you eat? maybe it'd leave you feeling a bit more satisfied....? also, don't feel pressured to die right now. only go when you're truly ready to
anyhow, safe travels!!!

The gun didn't work. It's 40 years old. I pulled the hammer, cocked it, then pulled the trigger and nothing happened.

I sent my father a goodbye text and he found me in the park.