Wow things are different... in the worst way

[Busridin'26]

I used to have options for suicide right at the top of my lists.

Now I have to completely make a new one.

Nothing feels possible. Tired of everything....

Like I needa have life in me to die efficiently? The irony...

Things only get worse from here.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

So true, dying takes some vitality.

 

[FuneralCry]

Yeah, people don't realise how hard it is to actually die until they start planning. Things can easily go wrong too if we try a method and it requires courage. I think our brains work against us as they are wired to survive at all costs, even know we want to die. If only we had a peaceful way out.

 

[WornOutLife]

I hope this goddamn universe finally decides to help you out somehow.

Hugs and love,

Matt

 

[Busridin'26]

I hope this goddamn universe finally decides to help you out somehow.

Hugs and love,

Matt

I think I'd just reject everything at this point. So, it's not really the universe it's just me.


(Thanks for the kind sentiments tho)

 

[Soulless Angel]

Yeah, people don't realise how hard it is to actually die until they start planning. Things can easily go wrong too if we try a method and it requires courage. I think our brains work against us as they are wired to survive at all costs, even know we want to die. If only we had a peaceful way out.

survival instinct is a bitch, it can be over come but by hell getting to that point is hell in itself!

 

[VoidDesirer22]

So true, dying takes some vitality.

Absolutely. I'm using up all my remaining vitality like it's life force I'm draining out. The closer I get, the more exhausted I become.