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angelhopes

angelhopes

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Mar 15, 2026
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Hello everyone :) I am still alive and I am currently seeking help and therapy. I figured I should make a post about what happened to me.

Yes, I attempted and Yes I failed. I don't want to get into details about what I did but I promised myself that If I ever failed then I will focus on bettering myself and thats what I've been doing ever since! <3

I started working on myself again and currently, I've just been trying to make myself feel busy by working as well as going through therapy :)

I probably won't be active here as much since I am worried that I would relapse so I just stopped by to let everyone know that im doing way better than last month! I wanna say thank you for the people here that have supported me in this journey!

My dms are also open :) Althought it'll probably take me a long time to respond! I wish you all the best guys xx
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

Lamb will not be my final meal!
Nov 26, 2025
1,208
People were thinking you might have passed away. You made a thread initially saying you were trying to recover and then you made a CTB thread if i recall.

Anyway, I'm proud of you for trying and doing better. Hope things keep improving for you.
 
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angelhopes

angelhopes

:)
Mar 15, 2026
103
People were thinking you might have passed away. You made a thread initially saying you were trying to recover and then you made a CTB thread if i recall.

Anyway, I'm proud of you for trying and doing better. Hope things keep improving for you.
Yes! Ive been doing better :) Im going thru extensive therapy as well as meds! I also found a job! <3
 
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Lamentice

Lamentice

Walk without rhythm and you won't attract the worm
Mar 27, 2023
355
I hope it works out and life becomes better :) 🫂🫂 Wishing you all the luck in the world!!!
 
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buriedinmyhead

buriedinmyhead

If pain can purify the heart, mine will be pure
Mar 24, 2026
220
I didn't see your ctb thread and I don't think we've interacted before, but I'm very glad you're in recovery :) I'm trying to get better as well
 
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