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chaotic_crow

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I'll be on the street again in abt a week, I'm either using the night night method or yew poisoning. I don't have money for a hotel so my best bet is to try to find somewhere somewhat secluded probably in some trees or something. I'm concerned that they would go through my phone if they have to do a full investigation but I also don't wanna factory reset my phone on the off chance it fails 🫠 does anyone know if they usually go through someone's phone during their investigations?
 
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I'll be on the street again in abt a week, I'm either using the night night method or yew poisoning. I don't have money for a hotel so my best bet is to try to find somewhere somewhat secluded probably in some trees or something. I'm concerned that they would go through my phone if they have to do a full investigation but I also don't wanna factory reset my phone on the off chance it fails 🫠 does anyone know if they usually go through someone's phone during their investigations?
In the UK, yes they will. Factory reset will do nothing but make it take a bit longer for them.
 
purebliss

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I'll be on the street again in abt a week, I'm either using the night night method or yew poisoning. I don't have money for a hotel so my best bet is to try to find somewhere somewhat secluded probably in some trees or something. I'm concerned that they would go through my phone if they have to do a full investigation but I also don't wanna factory reset my phone on the off chance it fails 🫠 does anyone know if they usually go through someone's phone during their investigations?
Please understand that they absolutely have the ability to read out data from the memory chip itself.
So just "breaking" your phone also won't truly help.

You either have to completely overwrite every single bit on your memory chip (something a factory reset won't do) or break the chip in the middle so no data can be recovered.
You can also just dump it in a sea or something. They won't go out of their way to search for your phone.


Then:
Please don't do yew poisoning. It will be a terrible and disgusting way to go.
Night-night has (afaik) no reported deaths here. Then again, not many used it.
 
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Please understand that they absolutely have the ability to read out data from the memory chip itself.
So just "breaking" your phone also won't truly help.

You either have to completely overwrite every single bit on your memory chip (something a factory reset won't do) or break the chip in the middle so no data can be recovered.
You can also just dump it in a sea or something. They won't go out of their way to search for your phone.


Then:
Please don't do yew poisoning. It will be a terrible and disgusting way to go.
Night-night has (afaik) no reported deaths here. Then again, not many used it.
I've got access to no other methods except maybe jumping Infront of a semi on the highway but I don't want to traumatize someone like that 😔 that's unfortunate about the phone thing though.
 
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thelostautistic

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I have a question? Why does a factory reset not wipe all the data off a phone?
 
purebliss

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I've got access to no other methods except maybe jumping Infront of a semi on the highway but I don't want to traumatize someone like that 😔 that's unfortunate about the phone thing though.
I hate to say this. But that might be the better method ^^'
Else you could try jumping from a high cliff or something.

It is definitely more peaceful than yew poisoning
I have a question? Why does a factory reset not wipe all the data off a phone?
it only removes the sectors. The allocation of the data.

So new data just overwrites the sector.
But it would cost way too much time and is also extremely taxing on the internal SSD storage to overwrite everything truthfully.
Therefore a factory reset basically just tells your phone "hey there is no data. Feel free to write your data there and allocate new sectors" while your old data is still there.
 
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I hate to say this. But that might be the better method ^^'
Else you could try jumping from a high cliff or something.

It is definitely more peaceful than yew poisoning
Unfortunately jumping is a no go, I'm in a wheelchair. I've tested yew poisoning before I found this thread it wasn't all that bad. Made my blood pressure low, mild nausea and a mild headache but I was pretty tired from the tea and just took a nap. I definitely didn't take enough because the tea tasted like ass so I poured half out to dilute it. The next time I use it I'll be taking over 70g (50g being typical lethal dose) I dried it and put it in gel capsules so I don't have to worry about taste. The biggest thing I'm worried about is nausea and vomiting. I hate throwing up but I plan on taking a couple of my trazadone and muscle relaxers with it so I'm pretty knocked out before the effects really hit
I have a question? Why does a factory reset not wipe all the data off a phone?
I wanna know that too I really thought it did 😅
 
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Unfortunately jumping is a no go, I'm in a wheelchair. I've tested yew poisoning before I found this thread it wasn't all that bad. Made my blood pressure low, mild nausea and a mild headache but I was pretty tired from the tea and just took a nap. I definitely didn't take enough because the tea tasted like ass so I poured half out to dilute it. The next time I use it I'll be taking over 70g (50g being typical lethal dose) I dried it and put it in gel capsules so I don't have to worry about taste. The biggest thing I'm worried about is nausea and vomiting. I hate throwing up but I plan on taking a couple of my trazadone and muscle relaxers with it so I'm pretty knocked out before the effects really hit

I wanna know that too I really thought it did 😅
Oh what the fuck. And you are gonna be homeless?? How fucked is your country that they leave disabled people on the street. That is beyond my comprehension.

I answered that as well in the message ^^
 
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Oh what the fuck. And you are gonna be homeless?? How fucked is your country that they leave disabled people on the street. That is beyond my comprehension.

I answered that as well in the message ^^
Im in America, they want us dead in my opinion. I can't get on disability payments because pretty much every doctor I've seen thinks I'm too young to have these issues or that it's psychosomatic which makes it so much harder to have enough proof to get approved even then the max amount the government will give me is $960. Not even enough to pay rent. Family doesn't wanna deal with me due to the disability too so I just don't feel the point in continuing to fight a losing battle. I've considered trying to get into a nursing home but since I'm only 25 that takes very specific diagnosis and I don't have those
 
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Im in America, they want us dead in my opinion. I can't get on disability payments because pretty much every doctor I've seen thinks I'm too young to have these issues or that it's psychosomatic which makes it so much harder to have enough proof to get approved even then the max amount the government will give me is $960. Not even enough to pay rent. Family doesn't wanna deal with me due to the disability too so I just don't feel the point in continuing to fight a losing battle. I've considered trying to get into a nursing home but since I'm only 25 that takes very specific diagnosis and I don't have those
Yeah okay could have actually deducted that myself. The US is the only place one earth where human lifes literally have zero worth. It is the definition of a golden cage.

And I feel you. 25 here as well. Turning 26 next month (or not tbh lmao).
 
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chaotic_crow

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Yeah okay could have actually deducted that myself. The US is the only place one earth where human lifes literally have zero worth. It is the definition of a golden cage.

And I feel you. 25 here as well. Turning 26 next month (or not tbh lmao).
Yea unless you're winning the Monopoly game here you're worth less than a plastic bag 💀 happy early birthday though, I hope you have a good day or find some peace it's rough out here
 
purebliss

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Yea unless you're winning the Monopoly game here you're worth less than a plastic bag 💀 happy early birthday though, I hope you have a good day or find some peace it's rough out here
Thank you m8! <3
I hope you find a quick and painless exit.
I hate that you had to choose this because of homelessness
 
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chaotic_crow

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Thank you m8! <3
I hope you find a quick and painless exit.
I hate that you had to choose this because of homelessness
Honestly even if I got a million dollars today and never had to financially worry again. I would still go, you can only handle so much pain physically and mentally
 
purebliss

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Mar 3, 2026
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Honestly even if I got a million dollars today and never had to financially worry again. I would still go, you can only handle so much pain physically and mentally
Absolutely relatable.
My life is objectively good.
My entire issue stems solely from being me.

So I feel you as someone in that situation practically
 
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