Would taking too much benzos botch my attempt with SN?

[askmeifimatree]

I have 90 (0.5mg each) pills of Clonazepam,
30 (5mg) diazepam and 57 (1mg) lorazepam.

To be really honest with you I'm very scared right now about the whole process, I thought I would feel better and at ease knowing I have a way out but SI is kicking in real hard.

I get quite sleepy with the benzos. Can I crush let's say 50 pills and taking them with very little water.

Also I would like to drink a Fanta before I die.
330ml can, would it ruin the whole process?

 

[Kayla]

Also I would like to drink a Fanta before I die.

lmfaooo relatable. I actually took SN in lemon fanta. Also, if you're scared, please don't do it. You'll leave yourself open to regrets, and it's not very nice.

 

[3FailedAttemptss]

Ive had two SN attempts where I've blacked out prior to ingestion cause my benzo preload was too high. Maybe my tolerance is just weak but just thought it was worth mentioning

 

[askmeifimatree]

lmfaooo relatable. I actually took SN in lemon fanta. Also, if you're scared, please don't do it. You'll leave yourself open to regrets, and it's not very nice.

I appreciate your kind message, but I can't go on like this any longer. Yesterday I have been texting those helpline and they all say the same thing. I don't know what to do anymore. There was a person who gave me a lot of comfort just by talking to them but they cut contact with me and honestly that was the last straw. I'm just going through the motions

 

[Kayla]

I appreciate your kind message, but I can't go on like this any longer. Yesterday I have been texting those helpline and they all say the same thing. I don't know what to do anymore. There was a person who gave me a lot of comfort just by talking to them but they cut contact with me and honestly that was the last straw. I'm just going through the motions

The helplines aren't very helpful. Just sounds like you're talking to a robot. Is that shout? My DMs are always open op just send me a message

 

[Johnny99]

Ive had two SN attempts where I've blacked out prior to ingestion cause my benzo preload was too high. Maybe my tolerance is just weak but just thought it was worth mentioning

How much benzos did make you unconscious?

I think you should take a moderate dose of benzos to remove the anxiety first, like 1 hr before, and the large dose just before SN?

 

[tooafraidtodiez]

I have 90 (0.5mg each) pills of Clonazepam,
30 (5mg) diazepam and 57 (1mg) lorazepam.

To be really honest with you I'm very scared right now about the whole process, I thought I would feel better and at ease knowing I have a way out but SI is kicking in real hard.

I get quite sleepy with the benzos. Can I crush let's say 50 pills and taking them with very little water.

Also I would like to drink a Fanta before I die.
330ml can, would it ruin the whole process?

Not too much to where you'd puke or have unwanted side effects, but just enough to make you feel very drowsy to lose consciousness faster

 

[3FailedAttemptss]

How much benzos did make you unconscious?

I think you should take a moderate dose of benzos to remove the anxiety first, like 1 hr before, and the large dose just before SN?

I took 60mg and 45mg of oxazepam 2-3 hours prior to ingestion and that was enough to make me completely black out. TwT

 

[Johnny99]

I took 60mg and 45mg of oxazepam 2-3 hours prior to ingestion and that was enough to make me completely black out. TwT

Oh weird. I have oxazepam as "take as needed" medication and 45 mg is not even a big dose. Yes I could sleep a few hours with that dose but it's nothing that would knock me out.

I plan to use other benzos, oxazepam is quite bad tbh.

 

[Macedonian1987]

When the time comes for me to drink my SN i will take 1,5-2mg of Xanax. I'm a benzo naive person and this amount of Xanax makes me very relaxed and not caring one bit about... well almost anything.

 

[3FailedAttemptss]

Oh weird. I have oxazepam as "take as needed" medication and 45 mg is not even a big dose. Yes I could sleep a few hours with that dose but it's nothing that would knock me out.

I plan to use other benzos, oxazepam is quite bad tbh.

Yes I know I'm weak QwQ