• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,156
One of those mornings where I would drink a bottle of N if it were in front of me now. The pain keeps getting worse.
 
  • Hugs
  • Aww..
  • Like
Reactions: Wrennie, Dead Meat, deletednumber and 8 others
S

Smart No More

Visionary
May 5, 2021
2,726
Know how you feel. I wish I could do it in good conscience but I have dependants that I have to consider. It is so tough right now. I cried all day on and off. I miss me.Think I've smiled twice in all year. That was never me. I always had humour and love in me.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Dead Meat and readysteady
H

healthrecovery

Specialist
Sep 25, 2021
378
One of those mornings where I would drink a bottle of N if it were in front of me now. The pain keeps getting worse.
KNOW exactly how you feel i feel same
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Dead Meat
rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,703
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: Dead Meat and Fadeawaaaay
H

healthrecovery

Specialist
Sep 25, 2021
378
Fuck maybe going to drink 2 bottles of N
Im totally sick of this shit..sick sick sick of it
 
  • Aww..
  • Like
Reactions: Dead Meat, rationaltake and Fadeawaaaay
Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,791
One of those mornings where I would drink a bottle of N if it were in front of me now. The pain keeps getting worse.
I'm sorry for your pain, if u need someone to talk I'm here for you, a big hug, we all been there.
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: Dead Meat and healthrecovery
D

deletednumber

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,603
One of those mornings where I would drink a bottle of N if it were in front of me now. The pain keeps getting worse.
I feel you totally...
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: Dead Meat and Fadeawaaaay
HiImPaul

HiImPaul

Student
Nov 5, 2021
125
One of those mornings where I would drink a bottle of N if it were in front of me now. The pain keeps getting worse.
For some reason I really get this feeling when I have to fight through extreme sleepiness. Like the sleepiness you get from taking too long of an afternoon nap. Usually gets better at 30ish minutes but I become extremely suicidal during that time. There are usually people around me though so I don't ever attempt to act on it.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Dead Meat

Similar threads

L
Replies
3
Views
241
Suicide Discussion
darksouls
darksouls
Deathiswelcomed
Replies
0
Views
146
Suicide Discussion
Deathiswelcomed
Deathiswelcomed
U
Replies
4
Views
388
Suicide Discussion
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
H
Replies
2
Views
514
Suicide Discussion
VegasLyra
VegasLyra