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burninghill

burninghill

Experienced
Dec 2, 2025
239
Sorry for making two posts in a short period of time.

I am going to die on the 12th and it's brought me a lot of comfort and relief to speak to some people on here and I'd really like to do that more before I go.

I try to be as open as possible but you can be as open or as closeted as you please. The only thing I cannot do is encourage or advise. When it comes to suicide, I really like to keep conversations very neutral.

I also am not interested in talking to anybody who plans to CTB before my date… I'm not sure if this sounds cruel, I just can't take that.

I am 20, afab and from the UK.
 
thefirstluminary

thefirstluminary

never knows best
Mar 9, 2026
153
Over It Eye Roll GIF by The End Of The F***ing World
 

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