Worried about my family

[alwaysdopesick]

My sister is going to lose it, she's gonna be traumatized and mad and I hope that therapy will help her through it. I mentioned her but really I'm taking about my whole family, I love them all so much I wish they could understand, I think my sister could, but the rest of my family will not really understand me like she does..They will be sad but overall remember me as failure selfish POS, because that's what's I am. I'm gonna fucking find some fent and just do it. I hate my life.

 

[hankbank3928]

Guilt from the family is the worst…I hope you find peace in whatever you choose.

 

[Avalanche81]

You seem to be close to your sister. Why not talk to her about it? Granted there is a stigma about why we are on here but who knows it might help talking to her.

You seem close to your sister. No one will judge you here on your decision but just thought it might be an idea to try.

Best of luck.

 

[alwaysdopesick]

You seem to be close to your sister. Why not talk to her about it? Granted there is a stigma about why we are on here but who knows it might help talking to her.

You seem close to your sister. No one will judge you here on your decision but just thought it might be an idea to try.

Best of luck.

I'm still here kicking and screaming. Haven't actually thought about attempting in a while, but it might come back up with taxes and shit and other stressors recently coming up. Unfortunately I haven't found my poison yet