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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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I would choose David Forster Wallace. This would probably show me that I overestimate my intelligence. But I like his descriptions about depression and he had a lot of wisdom. I would be a little bit nervous not to annoy him but this would probably happen lol. We would talk about suicidal thoughts, how it feels to be depressed and medication/therapy (he tried a lot). Moreover about this feeling to be trapped in your own consciousness/situation. I love those descriptions of him. He compares that to stories of Kafka.
However I am not really interested in the suicide methods he used. They are not my prefered ones. Still it could be helpful what not to use.

Not sure about the grammar of the title, please kill me if it is wrong
 
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watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
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@MeltingHeart
 
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deathisnear

Experienced
May 23, 2021
284
Chester Bennington, I want to talk to him about his life and what led him to that point and what it was like to do what he did.
 
it's_all_a_game

it's_all_a_game

I remember...death in the afternoon...
Nov 7, 2020
356
DFW and Ian Curtis! Damn I'd love to have a sit-down chat with those guys in the afterlife...if only I believed in one.
 
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puppet_nihilist

puppet_nihilist

cogito, ergo sum
Jan 8, 2021
227
Me too, that is a nice choice. I would also like to have a chat with Osamu Dazai, jeez I already mentioned him twice now lmao but the guy is the most relatable person I know of.
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Elliott Smith, to find out if he really stabbed himself in the heart.

Drink up with me now
And forget all about the pressure of days
Do what I say and I'll make you okay
And drive them away
The images stuck in your head

People you've been before
That you don't want around anymore
That push and shove and won't bend to your will
I'll keep them still

Drink up, baby, look at the stars
I'll kiss you again, between the bars
I'm seeing you there with your hands in the air
Waiting to finally be caught...

 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,472
Anyone who wouldnt lie to me. I would ask them how it was after they died
 
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Fehler

Fehler

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Oct 12, 2020
455
@NodusTollens

She was very sweet to everyone. I would have liked to say goodbye.
 
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