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onthelastday

onthelastday

I died long before i met you.
Apr 16, 2021
109
I've already typed and deleted several notes, but in fact I can't express myself, I've been thinking about leaving only the reasons why I killed myself, like Evan Scott Perry in the documentary Boy interrupted
 
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Celerity

Celerity

Visionary
Jan 24, 2021
2,872
Yes, a nice one, I hope. It will also have practical information about money and what to do with my belongings and remains.
 
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suicide4me

Student
Apr 1, 2021
104
I had plans for a lengthy note, but I also am having a real hard time putting it together. I think I am going to limit it to 1 page hitting the highlights and try and make the people who are going to be hurt understand that it really wasn't their fault. I'm starting to not worry about the note as much as focusing on my ctb, so I'll see how it turns out. Maybe it will be super short and to the point.
 
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sunsetintehwoods

sunsetintehwoods

Same rules apply
Feb 22, 2021
128
Yes. With both reasoning and trying to sweeten the pill as it possible.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,845
No, since I would be dead already (without leaving a note) if my neck wasn't 90% trachea and 0.1% carotids.
 
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DarkWolf

DarkWolf

Worthless Loser
Mar 29, 2021
201
I won't be. No one will listen to me or understand me when I'm alive they aren't gonna care when I'm dead.
 
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Saki

Experienced
Mar 22, 2021
201
I would leave a suicide note roughly explaining why I did it. In my note I would thank everyone dear to me for everything they have done for me and leave. I don't own a lot of materialistic things so I don't have to with that. I'd like to keep my suicidal letter as positive as I can, to give some closure and relieve.

Like a bittersweet ending
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Nope. I owe no explanation to anybody
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,680
Yes, probably. I think it also just provides some mental closure and creates peace of mind that I am putting my troubles to rest. I would tell others just to move on and be happy that I am at peace now. I do think in general it helps the grief of those left behind if they at least know why.
 
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BandAddict

BandAddict

Specialist
Apr 3, 2019
338
Yes, I have mine typed up, but will write it out soon, haven't felt up to it yet. Just kind of talking about some of my personal reasons why, apologizing, thanking everyone, sending good wishes and all that. Hate towards myself, but love (and forgiveness) for them.
 
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