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bound

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Jul 15, 2026
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what the title says, basically

for me, i don't exactly want to as i have basically nothing to say but also i want to mention not having a funeral/closed casket but only having a demand as my last words seems like an asshole move </3
 
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ilovecats1

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Apr 15, 2026
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im definitely writing a note to friends and family to make them more comfortable and to assure that there was nothing they could do and not to feel guilty. also i dont think thats an asshole move tbh...
 
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Die.A.Ria

Die.A.Ria

My medical condition ruined my whole life
Jul 17, 2026
95
I will not be writing one to my family because they are abusive and narcissistic but i would write one to whoever finds me or something idk and say the reason why i wanted to ctb or i will just send a scheduled message to my old school because they are a huge part of why i want to ctb its crazy what the teachers there have done to me so i want them to know what they caused i want them to feel guilty

Tbh im still figuring it out
 
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balladeer

balladeer

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Sep 28, 2025
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I'd like to think I would if I had access to a good method otherwise it's just very embarrassing and humiliating to think about, wasting so much time and effort for nothing.
 
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Die.A.Ria

My medical condition ruined my whole life
Jul 17, 2026
95
I'd like to think I would if I had access to a good method otherwise it's just very embarrassing and humiliating to think about, wasting so much time and effort for nothing.
Yess this is what i thought about like imagine you have your note just laying there but you survived 😬
 
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Crumblin'Castles

Crumblin'Castles

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Jul 21, 2026
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I will. I'm planning to record a farewell video actually:pfff: Mainly because I wanna ask for creamation and further scattering my ashes somewhere near beautiful lake in a peaceful place. Yeah, I know I'm too romantic and all soft ass, never mind. Also just briefly explain my decision to those caring.
 
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ScarletTanager

Flame of Spring
Jul 11, 2024
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Was going to, but seeing how no one cares when someone dies after a few weeks, I might not.
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,225
I will not write a note, and I will go thru quite a bit of trouble to mask my suicide and make it look as another junkie who died of overdose. I will do this because my parents will suffer less knowing that I died as a drug addict not as a suicide.

Even if i didn't wanted to mask my suicide I would still not write them a note as they are narcissistic , abusive and with multiple mental issues. AHDH, OCD, tourette's syndrome, mysophobia, hyperverbalia.
 
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