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allKae

allKae

die
Jan 14, 2024
24
I live in a toxic life, coming from my mother, brothers, friends and family more specifically... I have mental problems, today I had a fit of anger and I really wanted to try CTB. What stopped me was my father being at home
I'm just waiting for me to lose my world once and for all so I can try the CTB again. I've been cutting myself and it's often hard to hide it. I'm starting to not care about anything, I want to fight and hit to take out my anger, the only person I see who does this is myself
I have a gun stored... I can use it, or I have the partial, I don't care about the pain no matter that I already have her by my side. I wish luck to myself and to all who wish to follow the path of peace.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,620
I wish you the best as well, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering.
 

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