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Steamm

Arcanist
Feb 28, 2020
446
I realized there's no point of living. I don't have pleasures, don't have goals' don't have anyone to live for, so why the hell I am still here? Fuck, I wish suicide was easier.
 
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mylastserenade

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Oct 19, 2020
50
Sounds then like theres something, might be really small, but something that keeps you alive.
 
WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183

This. Survival Instinct is keeping us alive. Although I do find some little pleasure in learning languages and wasting my time on the internet. (I'm a NEET)
Whenever we have the guts (beat the SI), we'll CTB and find peace.
 
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Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
1,873
We are rigged to survive, fortunately or unfortunately, depending on one's will to live or die. For those that have had enough of this sick (imo) ride, it's like we are trapped in a place bounded by an electric fence, and any attempt to break out will mean lots of pain.
 
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StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
"Why the hell am I still living?"
Are you living or just existing?
As to you question the answer is simple.
Because you are not dead yet.
Whether it be suicide, murder, or another type of slow kill natural death.
 
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KClown

KClown

Member
Oct 20, 2020
65
Living is a funny word. More like "existing with extra steps".
So yeah, unless you found something you really enjoy and whats worth "living" for, or were lucky not to think about it in the first place:
There is no meaning, only pain and things that numb it.
 
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Shiro20

Shiro20

Member
Jul 2, 2020
28
This. Survival Instinct is keeping us alive. Although I do find some little pleasure in learning languages and wasting my time on the internet. (I'm a NEET)
Whenever we have the guts (beat the SI), we'll CTB and find peace.
same!
 
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Mr.Nobody

Mr.Nobody

Student
Jan 30, 2020
108
We all here have the same question.We either find an answer or die without one.
 
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Breadbfra

Breadbfra

Arcanist
Jul 16, 2020
400
Because we instinctively think about our lives becomin g better, psychological pain and financial problems going away...I wouldn't call it a "pure Survival instinct", to be honest. That occurs when you're in a dangerous situation, when you're hanging and immediately stop...I'd call simply "hope" for a better world.
 
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