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slurpkoi

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Feb 20, 2025
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I got it to work this morning but now I cant seem to get it, what am I doing wrong?
 
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can you describe how you were doing this?
 
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can you describe how you were doing this?
I'm using an arbor knot. I have a fulcrum that's neck level. I have the noose attached to the fulcrum. I put my head in the noose, and I'm able to kneel down when I do it. When I push my head forward, the noose tightens around my neck. In the morning, I was able to get it to block my Carotid, but idk why it's not working now. I've even located where my carotid is and have placed it there multiple times.
can you describe how you were doing this?
I did it again just now, and I got it to work again, but it's taking way too long to pass out. I can feel my vision getting blurry, no headache, and my body going limp, but then it just stays there for like 30 seconds. And if I take a breath or gulp, the headache immediately comes back? I feel so close, but like there's one step or clarification Im missing?
 
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