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Lou_Charthethird

Lou_Charthethird

A lifeless husk
Dec 19, 2025
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I dont know what to listen to, what to care for, what im supposed to do. Its supposed to be automatic, as it is for everyone, but it isnt. I am not functioning as normal anymore. I have no emotions, nor do i understand the concept of them. I cant fathom the idea of bein real, and being me. I cant fathom the idea that i truly exist, that things matter, that everything is happening. I have no perception of anything anymore. My brain doesnt work and i dont know how to get back to normal. Which parts do i trust? Which do i ignore? What am i supposed to fucking do?

my only sanctuary is death
 
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