Why is it so difficult

[Thisisme373]

I'm in the Uk and it's so annoying as there's gun laws here, also SN or S is so incredibly difficult to get the ingredients.
What other methods are there really?
I wouldn't want to survive.
Hanging seems very difficult to get right, I haven't tried but I'm shit at practical type stuff, I'm too depressed and lazy to figure it out, I feel it won't work on me.
Jumping infront of a train is an idea but I am shit scared.
Jumping off a building or mountain I'd be scared of surviving.
Why do they have to make it so fucking hard to cbt, when living is far worse, it's fucked up.
I need to know I have a way out of things get worse. I am hanging on but if things don't improve or even get worse I want out.

 

[FuneralCry]

We all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing. It is cruel how the society tries to force us to live. None of us asked to exist in the first place. I understand, I wish I had a reliable peaceful exit, I fear a method going wrong. I wish you the best.

 

[LonelyBrazilian]

politicians need to hard all access to ctb, because they need us to turn the gears of this rat race in which we live.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

CTB is hard to do don't beat yourself up over it. You have to first defeat biological SI, the fear of the physical pain (whatever method you're choosing), the dying process leading up to shutting off, and the fear of death whether it's permanent shut off or whatever happens after this body ends. Also digesting one will never live again as a human being.

Death is not scary because one doesn't know they are there. The dying process is what scares me as you're still conscious leading up to that point and the pain that goes with it up until shutting off.