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DeathWish77

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Jun 15, 2021
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There are SO many things that can go bad with being alive as a human, and that is if they haven't already happened to you. Debilitating illness, being scammed, loved ones dying, natural disasters, crime, injuries, stealing, cheating, being falsely accused, being imprisoned, being tortured god forbid. Any refusal of these things is just a temporary delusion until something like this DOES happen to somebody. And then they will get depressed or go off the rails when the world showed its true colors.

Honestly, why do people reproduce in this nightmare of a world? Why do we live another day in a chaotic, ruthless, unforgiving universe we have zero control over? Why do people distract themselves and repeat new platitudes every day until they die? Why does society seem to be literally insane in that it's based off of delusion, gaslighting, and sadism, and that if you're not happy and hopeful and doing exactly what you're told all the time, you just have something "wrong with you". No, no, no. It is something wrong with the UNIVERSE. Depressive realists have it right. Antinatalists have it right. Promortalists have it right. I will agree to delude myself when the reality matches the delusion. When we can upload our brains into imaginary worlds free from suffering and filled with amazing things, then great. But that's not how the world works. We survive, we've evolved, based off of fear. If we accidentally touch a hot stove, it hurts like hell. And then we know not to do that again to survive. So we're scared of it the rest of our lives. Pain is at EVERY corner.

No wonder many people develop crushing depression or paranoia. Life is a one-way ticket to the grave with untold suffering along the way. Nobody gets out of here alive. Even the religions and ideologies that try to put a positive spin on things still put emphasis on the fact that "Oh yeah…just wait! All the good stuff will come AFTER you die!" My god. We exist in some sort of hell, folks. "Yeah, all the good stuff is after you die, but don't die! Stay here and suffer!" So paradoxical.

We exist in such a nightmare. The fact that I am even conscious and typing this on a board for people who are thinking about ending their lives because someone else won't do it for them is really telling. What a universe. The universe doesn't care either way obviously, and there is no inherent concept of good or evil, but I honestly believe the universe is an evil place for life to exist. Just an awful place. The fact I didn't exist for eternity, then I get to be popped out and deal with all this. Incredible. How unfortunate.

Someone should do us all a favor and blow up the planet, or exterminate all life in one way or the other. That entity would be the true savior. The real humane person. And it is very sad, because I think all of us want to be conscious and exist. But not in a world like this.
 
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Yes, life is very cruel. The fact that we exist in the first place is the cause of all of our problems. There is unlimited potential for suffering in this life. I see it as better to be never born at all. I see luck as determining everything, many negative things that happen to us are completely out of our control. I think having a right to die would make up for being forced to live without choice. It is all pointless in the end, all we are doing is waiting around to die.
 
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