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Oblivion Access

Oblivion Access

I don't know anything
Jul 5, 2019
333
Why is it like this? Why are we at all? Why do I even care "Why?"? Why even the illusion of agency indepent of forces beyond our total understanding? Why are we set up to feel this way? Why so much angst, pain, boredom, longing before it's all over? Why can't I fall asleep and never wake up again?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,615
Life is completely pointless and unnecessary. I also wish to fall asleep and never wake, all I want is to peacefully pass away.
 
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nopride86

nopride86

Student
Mar 16, 2022
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I truly believe that life can be beautiful and that humans are an evolutionary marvel (or anomaly, your choice). But on the individual level? All I see is suffering and futility. I don't think we were meant to live this way at all. There's too many of us, we live for too long, we know too much.
We are forced to operate in this society like machines and yet we have the fatal flaw of emotion and desire. That duality, paired with the illusion of free will, is enough to fuck anyone up.
 
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Freedomindeath4me

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Apr 6, 2022
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I unironically believe this earth is some sort of hell.
 
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WonderingSoul

WonderingSoul

Gamer
Dec 15, 2021
327
Maybe we might find the answer to that after we die.
 
Lullaby

Lullaby

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Mar 9, 2022
691
I unironically believe this earth is some sort of hell.
For some of us, I really believe it.

A lot of people are born to suffer. Some mentally and emotionally, sometimes their entire life. Others are born into crappy, horrible environments and die there.

Meanwhile, some people have minor roadblocks but a relative easy life. You see some of the worst people becoming millionaires and super successful.

I understand people are able to get out of it and change their life up, but for a lot of people they're not that lucky. It's just really sad sometimes to think about. Some days, I really hope there's a better place than here.
 
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