Venting Why good media make me feel so suicidal?

[pusheen]

Media, especially music, has always had a very strong effect on me. Even if the music/media is not sad, but the lyrics/story is emotional or beautiful, sometimes I get so melancholic, nostalgic, or otherwise feel so safe that I get really badly suicidal. In a way I love how media can make me feel so deeply, while on another end I wish I could just enjoy my favorite media without the overwhelming urge to do something more or less self destructive

 

[LastNite]

Mix your playlist with some happy and sad songs. It'll cancel out the feeling that you're talking about. I have 1 song that talks about suicide and really dark things while the one that is next is a song about hope and dreams. Im still sad at the end of the day, but not sad enough to want to do something harmful to myself.

 

[Bootleg Astolfo]

May i suggest trying this specific very high quality media called Spice And Wolf ?