Why does suicidal depression have to be spontaneous

[femcelloser]

I'm literally playing as Miku in Fortnite why do I want to drown in a tub

 

[loneloser]

I get that lol like I'll just be listening to music or playing something and the thought of killing myself on the spot just comes into my mind. Passive SI.

 

[BlueDye40]

Exactly, I'm just minding my own business and I get randomly reminded of my crushing worthlessness and how much of a burden I am on the world. Like let me finish my taco first at least

 

[femcelloser]

I get that lol like I'll just be listening to music or playing something and the thought of killing myself on the spot just comes into my mind. Passive SI.

It's like actually such a nerf it's insane