Discussion Why do you frequent Sasu?

[EternalShore]

There's a lot of reasons ngl~

1. For one, it's much better to talk about sewer slide with other actual people rather than someone who will report you, pro-lifers, or an AI which will constantly censor itself~ This is why I joined~ :)
2. I have a few mental/physical/societal ailments that will always predispose me to being sewer slidal that won't change regardless of how I handle them~ Basically, it'd take a miracle or 2 for me to ever be happy~
3. It's much better than any other social media platform in that people on other platforms are typically much more "meme-y" and will qrt bad stuff for attention while people here are very nice~ :)
4. I feel like it's more possible to make friends here than on other platforms as people here have also been rejected by others irl and will be much more empathetic and caring~ :) I'd like to have lots of friends one day~ ^_^ or at least, a bestie~ :333 And maybe meet trustworthy people from here irl! :D
5. It's good to show God's love and be kind and helpful to those who need it~ :)
6. It's nice to have people who you can vent to about your issues who can empathize with you and that you can empathize with too~ :)
7. I have a large tendency towards jealousy, so given the fact that I am constantly being exposed to a source of jealousy (:///), being around others who are also miserable helps me to feel better and less sewer slidal~ :)

 

[FoxSauce]

Not necessarily looking for a plan but moalty for advice and I can truly be honest about my feelings here.


Fir the first time i feel understood and validated. The isnt something that I had a long time ago always doubting my own judgement.

 

[usernamesarehard]

I came because it's the only place I can speak freely about my suicidal ideation. And because I'm isolated. Reading other people's stories makes me feel I'm not alone with struggling

This is pretty much my reason too. It's hard to always have to lie about how you feel and censor your self if you do talk about how you feel. I don't even bother trying anymore, I just say I'm fine. If I'm even 1% honest about how I feel, it gets thrown in my face and I'm made to feel like the bad guy. Like I asked to be this way.

Sense of unity, nobody understands us more. If you speak to anyone outside of communities like this about suicide or depression they will violently resent you and dismiss you because people are inherently afraid of negativity ruining their day.

This is absolutely true. I told my ex about how I was truely feeling, he's the only one I've been 90% honest with. He was suicidal at one point in his life, though he's not now. He didn't understand. At least he wasn't preachy or judgmental or made me feel like the bad guy, but still. I can't go to him and be honest. I thought I could, but I was wrong.

If I didn't have this place I'd be completely alone.

 

[Manic Panic]

Like minded people , all of us are going through hell and it's nice to have a community built so we aren't completely alone .

 

[IFrequentSaSu]

who knows..

 

[kopebaldy]

Because if I say these things anywhere else they will lock me up in a ward somewhere lol.

 

[just_a_guy]

I come here to feel normal. Knowing I'm part of a collective that hates this shit show as much as I do, helps me through the difficult times.

 

[Sprite_Geist]

I visit Sanctioned Suicide, because there are certain beliefs and frustrations I hold which only users here can understand; I can connect with people in this community in a way that I cannot with anybody in the real world. Outside of this community I would feel really uncomfortable saying anything that I have (or will) say here. I have no close friends, and nobody else besides family members who I almost never see "eye to eye" with.

...Plus I have nowhere else to go anyway.

 

[CatLvr]

Hey!! Fucking NYT and BBC -- I DARE you bastards to print THIS side of SaSu.

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

To have connections with non-judgmental and compassionate people, talk about what is taboo in other places, and share feelings

Secondly, to learn English

 

[Takeme2whereibelong]

Honestly i find it comforting. To not have to mask and speak honestly. Finaly feel genuinely heard about my right no one elses but my right to choose to euthanise myself when i feel my quality of life is over.

 

[kilowatt]

To convince myself seeking death doesn't mean insanity

 

[Dot]

Hey!! Fucking NYT and BBC -- I DARE you bastards to print THIS side of SaSu.

 

[WEIRDOOOXDDDD]

I myself frequent Sasu, because I spent a good deal of time researching suicide methods, and never getting many real answers to my questions. When I accidentally found Sasu it was like I found a missing part of myself almost. Because here for once I could finally say what was on my mind. And those words had been screaming to get out of my soul.
I continue to visit Sasu, because those urges for an end ebb, and flow in me. I take comfort from reading posts, and comments from people experiencing the same , or common feelings as myself.
And finally when, and if I do commit suicide I want it to be humane. I answer other threads, because having made multiple ctb attempts with one actual death, and revival I would want others to have a humane as possible end if, and when the pain is so bad it overcomes SI.

Thank you Sasu for being there.

I frequently talk so that i can feel seen and listened to. So i don't have to think alone and feel alone

 

[5_5]

I am glad to be here

glad to have u here

 

[AfriQuark]

I don't belong anywhere else.