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SpaceCadet

SpaceCadet

‎In a perfect world, nobody would be suicidal
Feb 27, 2022
193
Couldn't our brain and life be kind enough to let us live without suffering so much, why does it have it to be this way?
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I know. One mistake you regret and your brain tortures you for it. Or even just traumas that torture you, your brain is out of wack and your goals are thrown off.
 
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wanttogetonthebus

chronically unlucky
Nov 27, 2021
411
Couldn't our brain and life be kind enough to let us live without suffering so much, why does it have it to be this way?
Because evolution doesn't care about making us happy. :( Nor keeping us alive permanently. Whatever passes on the genes passes with no regards to morality or optimal efficiency or anything like that. That being said, as a fellow sufferer, I can't help but ask everyday why this all had to happen to me, why I had to exist in the first place, and why I couldn't have just stayed nonexistent and oblivious instead of being thrown here suddenly and out of nowhere on this rock and forced to feel every second drag by before I'll be forced once again, to throw all those efforts and any attachments or connections away.
 
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todestrieb

Member
Dec 2, 2021
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I often wonder the same thing. I'm here because I keep wondering if tomorrow will be the day it gets better. Maybe one day we'll find tomorrow.
 
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SpaceCadet

SpaceCadet

‎In a perfect world, nobody would be suicidal
Feb 27, 2022
193
Reading about your guys suffering here and having a great deal of my own my heart is heavy, can't put in words how horrible i feel
 
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symphony

surving hour-by-hour
Mar 12, 2022
779
Because evolution doesn't care about making us happy. :( Nor keeping us alive permanently. Whatever passes on the genes passes with no regards to morality or optimal efficiency or anything like that. That being said, as a fellow sufferer, I can't help but ask everyday why this all had to happen to me, why I had to exist in the first place, and why I couldn't have just stayed nonexistent and oblivious instead of being thrown here suddenly and out of nowhere on this rock and forced to feel every second drag by before I'll be forced once again, to throw all those efforts and any attachments or connections away.
Came here to say this. Besides, the ability to feel pain is actually beneficial for species' survival. It helps us avoid dangers, both physical and social.
 
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wanttogetonthebus

chronically unlucky
Nov 27, 2021
411
Came here to say this. Besides, the ability to feel pain is actually beneficial for species' survival. It helps us avoid dangers, both physical and social.
🤓As much as it hurts, indeed it's true! 🥺
DAMN U EVOLUTION!!! 😭
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,615
All of our suffering is for the sake of it, there is no reason as to why we suffer. Life is completely unnecessary and it is just a pointless experience that we go through for the sake of it. For me, just being alive is painful and my pain will only end when I die. It can be torture being alive and more than anything I wish that I never existed in the first place.
 
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