Discussion Why did you start sh?

[poplover]

curious to hear about other people's stories. when i was little, around 6 or 7 years old (im sorry), i would pinch myself really hard when i thought that i had done something bad and deserved punishment. hadn't done it since then until i was about ~18. i started cutting my arm because i wanted a girl i liked to give me attention (didnt work, unsurprisingly lol). now i mostly just do it whenever i feel lonely/stressed or when i've done something to wrong someone.

appologies if this has already been asked before. lmk and i'll take down this post, thanks.

 

[SkeletonFlower96]

to deal with numbness, anedonia, depression and pssd. started at 29 years old, but i'm not doing it too often right now.

 

[imsorryspike]

I honestly don't remember I think I was just emotionally numb and wanted to feel something, now it's all can think about, stressed, numb, tired, excited, anything