Why did I have to survive sn

[cecaris]

Does anyone know if the hands return to normal colour after a while and whether the shaking completely stops? I'm wondering if failing an attempt with SN leaves any permanent damages

 

[razor543]

Does anyone know if the hands return to normal colour after a while and whether the shaking completely stops? I'm wondering if failing an attempt with SN leaves any permanent damages

My shaking was really bad in the hospital. It's since decreased and it's barely noticeable. I've spoken to multiple doctors about my hands, and they said there's no concerns. I have permanent damage from what they did to me in the hospital, but idk if that would count as the sn. I have scars on my neck from where they put a tracheostomy. I'm on a bunch of medications due to the sn. My blood pressure was constantly either too high or too low. I have a possible hypoxic brain injury due to the lack of oxygen to my brain, and being in asystolic cardiac arrest.

 

[cecaris]

After reading your survival thread, I guess it's pretty safe to say that you would've died had they not found out, gotten you to the hospital, and managed to get your heart to beat again, right?

I'm concerned about long term consequences if I survive my own attempt with SN, brain injury sounds scary bc of poorer cognition and whatnot but I guess if you would've succeeded even with dumping some arbitrary amount in a Fanta bottle without fasting or antiemetics, I shouldn't be too concerned..

Will you try again?

 

[razor543]

After reading your survival thread, I guess it's pretty safe to say that you would've died had they not found out, gotten you to the hospital, and managed to get your heart to beat again, right?

I'm concerned about long term consequences if I survive my own attempt with SN, brain injury sounds scary bc of poorer cognition and whatnot but I guess if you would've succeeded even with dumping some arbitrary amount in a Fanta bottle without fasting or antiemetics, I shouldn't be too concerned..

Will you try again?

Yeah, I wouldn't be too concerned, haha. I didn't do anything right and still died. I probably will try again. I still have sn

 

[Christian1986]

Yeah, I wouldn't be too concerned, haha. I didn't do anything right and still died. I probably will try again. I still have sn

Hello,how was the First minutes after SN ingestion,how does ist feel like? gettin sleepy Like in a flu? And have you used any benzos

 

[brokenspirited]

I'm so sorry for your suffering. Wishing you the best, and hope you're able to find some relief.

 

[razor543]

Hello,how was the First minutes after SN ingestion,how does ist feel like? gettin sleepy Like in a flu? And have you used any benzos

I haven't used any benzos, You don't really feel much after the first minutes. I think I was pretty much throwing up at the start. You don't know whats going on after about 10 minutes not even that

 

[Aiyuxiao]

I haven't used any benzos, You don't really feel much after the first minutes. I think I was pretty much throwing up at the start. You don't know whats going on after about 10 minutes not even that

You just took SN with soda and nothing else? Did you feel any pain and/or symptoms besides vomitting?

 

[popping_candy]

Hi @razor543, I hope you are feeling better from the effects by now. Could you tell us whether it felt like you were suffocating or could not get enough oxygen at all after you took it?

 

[auto138491]

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Woah. That's a crazy article. There was another user a long time ago who attempted with coke and if I remember correctly it was indeed working and they called the ambulance…..something along those lines.

I think I would have something maybe kicking candy or something for the taste because just the taste can induce vomiting I know it can for me. Especially with the taste AND the nausea effects. I'm also just gonna numb my mouth if that would help.

Please…….Reddit is hilarious.

wait.. how does one order SN in India? Online? That would be perfect!

 

[razor543]

You just took SN with soda and nothing else? Did you feel any pain and/or symptoms besides vomitting?

I only took it in a lemon fanta. No pain that I can remember. I was turning blue, i'll insert a photo below.

Hi @razor543, I hope you are feeling better from the effects by now. Could you tell us whether it felt like you were suffocating or could not get enough oxygen at all after you took it?

I can't remember how exactly I was feeling when I took it.

 

[fazzle]

Wow I just read your whole story, I'm sorry you went through all that, and are still going through it. It's an interesting question why other people feel the need to keep you alive in that scenario, you clearly had intent even though you didn't plan for it in that moment. I don't know what's worse, dying unexpectedly and causing my family grief, or trying to die and failing and then being judged by everyone like there's something wrong with me and being watched 24/7. What a tortured life we live!

 

[Aiyuxiao]

I only took it in a lemon fanta. No pain that I can remember. I was turning blue, i'll insert a photo below.

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I can't remember how exactly I was feeling when I took it.

Wow so you didn't even take any of the protocol and it was painless. O: how long did it take for you to lose consciousness again?

 

[razor543]

Wow I just read your whole story, I'm sorry you went through all that, and are still going through it. It's an interesting question why other people feel the need to keep you alive in that scenario, you clearly had intent even though you didn't plan for it in that moment. I don't know what's worse, dying unexpectedly and causing my family grief, or trying to die and failing and then being judged by everyone like there's something wrong with me and being watched 24/7. What a tortured life we live!

I wish they had just let me die. Waking up from a coma and realizing you're still alive and your body mutilated is embarrassing. Having your family show up after you had cut contact with them for over a year was horrible. Having your family say that no one cares about me when I was in a hospital bed, barely able to walk. My family wouldn't have cared if I had died.

Wow so you didn't even take any of the protocol and it was painless. O: how long did it take for you to lose consciousness again?

Yep, didn't fast, didn't measure it out, didn't take AE, and didn't take any benzos. I'm not sure how long it took me to lose consciousness, but when I arrived at the hospital by air ambulance, I was confused but still awake.

 

[Adûnâi]

Really sad living in a totalitarian country like that : ( Epic and eventful story though, and you can even try again in the future!

Having your family show up after you had cut contact with them for over a year was horrible. Having your family say that no one cares about me when I was in a hospital bed

wtf that's insanely rude of them? How was that even allowed? It's nice that you didn't have to suffer them for a year though.

 

[Aiyuxiao]

I wish they had just let me die. Waking up from a coma and realizing you're still alive and your body mutilated is embarrassing. Having your family show up after you had cut contact with them for over a year was horrible. Having your family say that no one cares about me when I was in a hospital bed, barely able to walk. My family wouldn't have cared if I had died.


Yep, didn't fast, didn't measure it out, didn't take AE, and didn't take any benzos. I'm not sure how long it took me to lose consciousness, but when I arrived at the hospital by air ambulance, I was confused but still awake.

Thanks for sharing your experience. I'm sorry you had to go through all that at the hospital. And hate how your family was like after :/