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laura fines

laura fines

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Oct 4, 2020
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why you need ctb?

1- lack of mental health
2- lack of physical health
3- money issues
4- other reasons
 
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ecmnesia

the only thing humans are equal in is death
Aug 30, 2020
766
1 and 4.
 
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Futile

Futile

Tired of being lonely
Sep 3, 2020
499
You can put polls when you make a post
 
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grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
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1, 3 and 4.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
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mental health
 
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Stopmylife

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Oct 11, 2020
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1, 3, 4
 
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greebo6

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Sep 11, 2020
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
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2 and 3.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
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1 2 4
 
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Ardesevent

Ardesevent

It’s the end of the line, cowboy
Feb 2, 2020
358
1, 3, 4. Mostly I'm just tired of being alive at this point.
 
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Lobo64

Lobo64

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Apr 12, 2019
22
2,3,4 and tired to fight with this life...
 
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Worthless_nobody

Enlightened
Feb 14, 2019
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1-4 - with 4 being trauma and abuse
 
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Deathbydemo

Deathbydemo

Mage
Feb 15, 2020
518
All of the above. But mainly because I have no fight left in me.
 
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I screwed up too bad

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3
 
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AJ95

AJ95

24/7 sylvia plath
Sep 3, 2020
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Mostly just #1.

I'm physically healthy and my financially comfortable, I'd be able to live fine if my brain wasn't such a mess
 
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GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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4
 
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Romeo

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1, 2, 4.
 
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Eurus

Everything Must Cease.
Sep 30, 2019
200
1,3,4
 
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OrdinaryDay

OrdinaryDay

Hollow
Dec 6, 2019
153
5 - all above.
 
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Sprite_Geist

NULL
May 27, 2020
1,699
4.
 
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_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
825
1,3 and 4

Somewhat 2 if you consider my unhealthy lifestyle and chronic fatigue.
 
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Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
1,3,4

Please let me go now
 
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Aurora

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Nov 1, 2020
72
All of the above.
 
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clocktower

anxious
Jun 25, 2020
63
1 and 4
 
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NightmareTour

Specialist
May 13, 2020
398
All of the above
 
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