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All Things Must Pass

All Things Must Pass

Mage
Apr 14, 2021
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I live in a religious country where most has been conditioned to think suicide victims go to hell, and therefore in order to avoid unwanted attention my family will likely cover it up. Anyone else can relate?
 
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Thisgirlwantstosleep

Thisgirlwantstosleep

A pointless life had in a pointless world
Mar 11, 2019
130
The only people I have contact with is my family. If not for them no one would know I'd killed myself until the hotel worker bursts into my room to find my dead body, after failing to checkout.
 
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quiet.rabbit

quiet.rabbit

NEET
Feb 27, 2020
117
The image of my own corpse is embarrasing to me so I wish I could be forgotten/covered up like that but I don't live alone so I'm sure I will cause a lot of pain to them when I go.
 
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TheYounger

TheYounger

Aria Math
Jun 7, 2020
140
The only people I have contact with is my family. If not for them no one would know I'd killed myself until the hotel worker burst into my room to find my dead body after failing to checkout.
Yeah, same here. My mother would definitely know about me missing after like a day. I plan to ctb in my car so I think someone will eventually report it and find my body. And since it's such a small town well i wouldn't doubt that it would be in our local news too. Oh well, better me dead and causing some suffering then me alive and causing suffering for who knows how many more years.
 
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ColtonThomas01

What am I waiting for?
Jun 6, 2021
2
I live in a religious country where most has been conditioned to think suicide victims go to hell, and therefore in order to avoid unwanted attention my family will likely cover it up. Anyone else can relate?
Definitely would happen to me too if my family even found out.
 
goat

goat

Just a goat trying to get in the next bus
May 18, 2021
149
Me!
I have no one, absolutely no one nowhere and I'm about to get kicked out of the country I lived for more than 7 years legally.
I don't see many suicide on the news here but the estimated number of suicide per year is 9000 people. They wouldn't bother to take a note for a piss poor lonely immigrant now unwanted too.

Back at my home country I have no one and no one's contact so I don't see why or how they'd ship my corpse or put anything on the news lol

The only ones that will notice I'm gone it's my work, they may try to tell police to do a welfare check on me cause I never missed a day at work and I never even arrived late in years, this can lead to my body being discovered, but I'm not sure, if they just assume I'm just gone without notice, then my landlord will discover me when rent is late in 15days.

The mice from the building will be the first ones to find me in any case :D

I left the landlord a note excusing myself for dying at his place and leaving it all a mess and disgusting, explaining I had severe depression and mental issues that debilitated me through the years and I'm very ashamed of that but I couldn't take care of me or my surroundings, left enough money for the cleaning services and any other expense. I feel like a cunt for dying and leaving my stuff at his place. The only thing I know it's that in this city he'll never have a problem renting the place again anyway so this comforts me somehow.

Anyway


No one has interest in reporting me.
That's how I lived, how I loved, and how I'll die, alone and as a ghost.
 
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Marktheghost

Marktheghost

Paragon
Feb 20, 2020
911
I live in a religious country where most has been conditioned to think suicide victims go to hell, and therefore in order to avoid unwanted attention my family will likely cover it up. Anyone else can relate?
So if God doesn't read about your death in the newspaper, your family think God won't notice it was a suicide and therefore won't send you to Hell?
 
goat

goat

Just a goat trying to get in the next bus
May 18, 2021
149
So if God doesn't read about your death in the newspaper, your family think God won't notice it was a suicide and therefore won't send you to Hell?
It's to avoid annoying Christians, not God, even Christians try to avoid Christians
 
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Makko

Makko

Iä!
Jan 17, 2021
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I left the landlord a note excusing myself for dying at his place and leaving it all a mess and disgusting, explaining I had severe depression and mental issues that debilitated me through the years and I'm very ashamed of that but I couldn't take care of me or my surroundings, left enough money for the cleaning services and any other expense. I feel like a cunt for dying and leaving my stuff at his place. The only thing I know it's that in this city he'll never have a problem renting the place again anyway so this comforts me somehow.
If you like the landlord at all, use blankets or something, floor damage from corpse juices is expensive as hell to fix
 
Makko

Makko

Iä!
Jan 17, 2021
2,430
You guys need to skip the formalities and just ctb! You'll experience a moment of eternity right before oblivion if you experience anything at all!!!
I agree about skipping the formalities but you don't "just ctb".
 
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Jumping_realms

Jumping_realms

★☆★ ☠️★☆★
Jul 4, 2021
482
I guess if it's in a hotel, it may get reported and publicized.

If it was in my home, my immediate family most likely wouldn't expose it at all to anyone, including extended family.
 
Grumpy Bear

Grumpy Bear

People are poison
Jul 21, 2021
150
I'm going to make arrangements so my family isn't notified and no obituary. Trying to figure out how to accomplish this.
 

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